13,863 Days Alive
1 Birthday Cake Ordered
Well, I had a panic attack today. Because I ordered myself a birthday cake. It’s from a mom and pop bakery near where J and Beau live.
Continue reading “Of Parties and Pasta”Of Parties and Pasta
Category: Anxious
Of Texting and Trials
13,853 Days Alive
The Crisis Hotline was less than helpful today. They hung up on me when I called. But I’m going to assume technical difficulties.
I’m still here. I’m taking my meds, reaching out to talk to people when I’m struggling.
That’s all I’ve got today.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Mozzarella Sticks and Marksmanship
13,833 Days Alive
1,332 Days Straight on Duolingo
1 Cyclops NOT Killed in Our Weekly Pathfinder Game
Ooo, am I am squeaking in at the last minute here, so I’ll type fast.
Continue reading “Of Mozzarella Sticks and Marksmanship”Of Sour Stomach and Stress
13,830 Days Alive
1 Ongoing Sour Stomach
I’m still feeling wretched. Physically, emotionally. But at least I still love my job and have a great support system.
Continue reading “Of Sour Stomach and Stress”Of Haruhi and Horchata
13,819 Days Alive
We’re at our Saturday Pathfinder game and I left my new Haruhi Hitlock, my Strix crack shot, mini-figurine at home. Boo.
Continue reading “Of Haruhi and Horchata”Of Insulin and Impossibility
13,817 Days Alive
$2,498.90 for One Month of Meds Without Insurance
3 Slices of Pizza Eaten for Dinner
Well, my meds, or my insulins at least, are again financially out of my reach for at least the next six weeks or so. I get insurance on June first. My other meds I can use GoodRx to afford.
Continue reading “Of Insulin and Impossibility”Of Pain and Politics
13,816 Days Alive
1,315 Days Straight on Duolingo
One of my coworkers was out today. It wasn’t said why, so I hope she’s okay. Otherwise, work was full of studying, trainings, and web-held meetings. I’ve taken over thirty pages of notes for the new job.
Continue reading “Of Pain and Politics”Prompt Answer: Nervous
What makes you nervous?
I fucking have anxiety. The list would be shorter were I to list what doesn’t make me anxious.
Cats, crocheting, and books are pretty much the only things that don’t make me anxious.
Of Tea and Training
13,808 Days Alive
I want tea. Like, a nice milky cup of chai or spiced black tea lightly sweetened. Which means, of course, we’re out of milk like things right now, so Incant have any.
Continue reading “Of Tea and Training”Of Shifting Plans and Starting Anew
13,805 Days Alive
10.5 Hours Till I Start My New Job
1 Amazing Weekend
Oh. My. Gods. This weekend was spectacular! We went to Chicago for the weekend: Mellon, his sister Rin, her two kids Axton and Opal, and her partner Leif. It was so much fun.
Continue reading “Of Shifting Plans and Starting Anew”Of Breezes and Bedtime
13,799 Days Alive
1,299 Days Straight on Duolingo
1 New Recipe Tried
I did not get enough sleep last night. I overslept today but was barely late for work. I had to drink a Monster to get through the day, though. Zero Sugar one, of course, but still, caffeine was needed.
Continue reading “Of Breezes and Bedtime”Of Haruhi and Headaches
13,798 Days Alive
1 Mini Figurine Purchased for Pathfinder
Mellon ordered me an amazing miniature figurine for our Saturday Pathfinder game! Haruhi Hitlock is a Strix (owl person) gunslinger. The image on today’s post is of the mini figurine that he ordered.
Continue reading “Of Haruhi and Headaches”Of Nachos and Not Enough Sleep
13,795 Days Alive
600 mg Ibuprofen Taken
4.5 Hours of Sleep
2 Rows Crocheted on Junior’s Blanket
1 Birthday Celebrated
Today is a solid seven on the pain scale and an eight on the discomfort. It’s like my body just decided to throw a bitch fit.
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