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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Anxious

Of Chapters and Crisis

February 20, 2022February 21, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,386 Days Alive

901 Days Straight on Duolingo

5th Chapter Published on Crows at the Crossroads

1 Plate of Homemade Chili Cheese Fries for Dinner

We are… broke. Bills are paid but, much like our short-circuited oven, we are dead broke right now.

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Of Sausage and Short-Circuts

February 19, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,385 Days Alive

900 Days Straight on Duolingo

J came over today. We were trying to save money by buying groceries rather than going out to eat. It… didn’t work. Inflation is real.

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Of Doctors and Dissatisfaction

February 17, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,383 Days Alive

$349.95 for my Basaglar

9.3 A1C

1 Disappointed Me

So. I still can’t afford my insulin. I refuse to pay $349.95 for it. It’s the principle of the matter as well as I just don’t fucking have it.

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Of Writing and Wrath

February 15, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,381 Days Alive

I had a bad day.

A very bad day.

I’m pissed off and can’t talk about why.

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Of Disappointment and Dinner

February 14, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,380 Days Alive

1 Missed Opportunity

I’m not doing too great this evening.

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Of Snuggles and Sushi

February 13, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,379 Days Alive

So I spent the morning with J and Bill6, as I slept at their place last night, and I got an interesting tarot reading that left me hopeful for the future.

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Of Sleeplessness and Silliness

February 11, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,377 Days Alive

I’ve been awake since six thirty a.m. yesterday. I’m exhausted now that I’ve had dinner. I’m off to crochet and try to get some sleep.

I’ll catch you lovely people tomorrow.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Tuesdays and Tempers

February 8, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,374 Days Alive

3 Minutes Late to Work

I am exhausted, emotionally wrung out, and I slept funny and pinched a muscle or something in my neck. I’m fine, but man did today suck rocks.

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Of Stress and Squishmallows

February 4, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,370 Days Alive

1 New Squishmallow Added to my Collection of Stuffed Animals

I was deprived of a proper childhood. I grew up in an often hellacious, neglectful, and abusive home. So now I enjoy some simpler pleasures, like stuffed animals and doing origami, when stressed out.

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Of Spirited Away and Shorted

January 31, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,366 Days Alive

2,506 Words in Chapter Five of Crows at the Crossroads

881 Days Straight on Duolingo

I was shorted an item in my meal order this evening. I was annoyed by it, but I know that the staff are likely doing their best while being cropped by shortages and wage fuckery.

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Of Medication and Morons

January 27, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,362 Days Alive

1,912 Words in Chapter Five of Crows at the Crossroads

$998.00 For My Ozempic

887 Days Straight on Duolingo

4 Memos Left to be Up To Date

Work went well. I got a small but appreciated raise. And my medication is again cost-prohibitive. A grand for my blood sugar med. today has been a mixed bag.

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Of Chilly Weather and Congestion

January 24, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,359 Days Alive

I’m out of my allergy medicine and can’t get more till I get paid on Friday. So I’ve got a constant sinus headache. Which sucks.

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Of Terror and Timeliness

January 21, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,356 Days Alive

77 Miles Driven

8 Documents Filed

1 Massive Work Day

Here’s a secret: I hate driving at night. I’m always terrified I’m going to get into an accident and have no one to call.

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