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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Depressed

Of Disappointment and Determination

August 9, 2022August 10, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,556 Days Alive

1 Job Offer Letter

I got an offer letter from the retail gig today! I accepted it almost immediately.

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Of Lackluster and Laziness

August 6, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,553 Days Alive

11 Rows Crocheted on the Buffalo Plaid Blanket

1 Day Without Napping

I forgot to take out the trash today. I meant to, but I’m having a high pain day.

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Of Deities and Downsizing

July 4, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,519 Days Alive

11 Days Till the Move

1 Long Day

Today was spent clearing off my old bookshelves and getting them ready for their new home. And throwing things into boxes for donations.

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Of Sadness and Sunsets

July 3, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,518 Days Alive

T-Minus 12 Days till Wheels Up

I’m a sad sack today. I went to hang out with Reffie and just got knocked out tired after having a little bit of lunch. I’m so disappointed in myself that I couldn’t spend more time with her.

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Of Composites and Chili

June 20, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,505 Days Alive

I had a medical composite give me a lot of grief today.

But it got done. That’s what matters.

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Of Goals and Goodbyes

June 19, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,504 Days Alive

1 Final Therapy Session

I had my last therapy session with Mx. Steph today. I’m kind of emotional about it, sad, but glad.

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Of Movement and Migraines

June 9, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,495 Days Alive

5 Weeks Till my Move

3rd Day of Migraine Hell

I’m so tired of being in pain. I need to refill my damned Imatrex when I go to the doctor. It’s not working.

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Of Hardship and Hankerings

June 5, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

26,300 Words in Midnight Calls’ Manuscript Thus Far

13,491 Days Alive

157 Base Stitches for the Angel Rosé Blanket

4 Breadsticks Eaten Today

1 Severe Wave of Exhaustion and Brain Fog this Weekend

My brain is over-hard fried today. All weekend it’s been a ride on the struggle bus to properly function.

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Of Tea and Tiredness

May 26, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,481 Days Alive

1.5 Rounds Left on the Crystal Star Blanket

I got zero actual things done today. Except crocheting in the evening.

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Of Cracks and Cakes

May 22, 2022May 22, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,477 Days Alive

3 Episodes of Sons of Anarchy Watched

1 Cracked Crown

So, I was eating a goddamned cooked green pepper that was in a mix of rice and beans at a Mexican restaurant that cracked my temporary crown.

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Of Ghosts and Goals

May 16, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,471 Days Alive

5+ Billed Hours at Work Today

I busted my ass off today at work. I’m not sure that it’ll help in the long run, but eh. I tried.

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Of Sleep and Sentiment

May 15, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,470 Days Alive

Today was a tired day. I slept until after noon today, recovering from the long week and being so social on Saturday.

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Of Sleep Depo and Sensitivity

May 10, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,465 Days Alive

1 Difficult Day

I fell asleep at my desk at work, accidentally. HR woke me up.

It was mortifying.

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