Of Hardship and Hankerings

26,300 Words in Midnight Calls’ Manuscript Thus Far

13,491 Days Alive

157 Base Stitches for the Angel Rosé Blanket

4 Breadsticks Eaten Today

1 Severe Wave of Exhaustion and Brain Fog this Weekend

My brain is over-hard fried today. All weekend it’s been a ride on the struggle bus to properly function.

I’ve overlooked messages. I’ve overslept by over an hour. I’ve miscommunicated and fumbled words and fought with myself to get words on a page.

I’m praying this exhaustion eases soon. Or I’ll have to tell the doctor that I demand more tests because this incessant exhaustion is not a way I chose to live.

I’ve had a really strong craving for buffalo wings, lately. Couldn’t tell you why, but I do. I’ll appease it one of these days.

I started a new project today. Just a simple Ripple Blanket in burgundy, a dusky rose, and white Buttercream Angel Hair yarn. It’s a super bulky yarn, so I hope this works up quickly. It’s for no one in particular. But maybe I can sell it to help bolster my moving fund?

I’m so tired of being tired. It’s affecting my day to day functionality and really fucking with my ability to feel like an actual contributor to society.

Anyway, I’ve already taken my meds. I’m going to appease the Duolingo owl and head to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

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