Of Ghosts and Goals

13,471 Days Alive

5+ Billed Hours at Work Today

I busted my ass off today at work. I’m not sure that it’ll help in the long run, but eh. I tried.

I had my meds doctor appointment after work today with Peter. No changes in my meds, though he refilled my Adderall which is good. As for the issues with the not sleeping, he said there isn’t medication that helps me sleep well since I have adverse reactions to everything that is supposed to help me sleep.

We watched the first Paranormal Activity this evening with dinner. I enjoy a good scary movie but usually pair it with a Disney movie to de-spook my brain before bed. In this case, it was Tangled, which is one of the better recent releases of the House of Mouse.

Mentally? Not great. I slept, I made it to work on time, I took my meds, and even called the front office to get the dryer fixed. And yet… I feel useless and like a burden.

I feel like I can’t bother my friends with my brain gremlins because they have their own lives and problems to deal with.

In positives, I get to see Mal, Bubbles, and their girls next weekend. No particular reason why, but I wanted to see them at least once before I move.

The move is… looming a bit. Nine weeks and I still don’t have a new apartment. I just have to have faith that it will all work out.

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

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