Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
13,383 Days Alive
$349.95 for my Basaglar
9.3 A1C
1 Disappointed Me
So. I still can’t afford my insulin. I refuse to pay $349.95 for it. It’s the principle of the matter as well as I just don’t fucking have it.
Continue reading “Of Doctors and Dissatisfaction”
13,380 Days Alive
1 Missed Opportunity
I’m not doing too great this evening.
Continue reading “Of Disappointment and Dinner”
13,374 Days Alive
3 Minutes Late to Work
I am exhausted, emotionally wrung out, and I slept funny and pinched a muscle or something in my neck. I’m fine, but man did today suck rocks.
Continue reading “Of Tuesdays and Tempers”
13,371 Days Alive
I had a rather long day today. Did dishes and laundry and fed the cat.
Continue reading “Of Lacking and Laundry”
13,370 Days Alive
1 New Squishmallow Added to my Collection of Stuffed Animals
I was deprived of a proper childhood. I grew up in an often hellacious, neglectful, and abusive home. So now I enjoy some simpler pleasures, like stuffed animals and doing origami, when stressed out.
Continue reading “Of Stress and Squishmallows”
13,369 Days Alive
1 Rotten Day
What do you miss the most when you lose someone? Their laugh? The inside jokes you had? The years of memories that you know will eventually fade to nothingness?
Continue reading “Of Sadness and Softness”
13,359 Days Alive
I’m out of my allergy medicine and can’t get more till I get paid on Friday. So I’ve got a constant sinus headache. Which sucks.
Continue reading “Of Chilly Weather and Congestion”
13,358 Days Alive
1,597 Words in Chapter Five of Crows at the Crossroads
2 Grocery Stores Visited
1 Lackluster Piece of Tres Leches Cake Eaten
I’ve gotten more writing done today, and laundry, and cleaning! I drove home from J and Bill6’s place before noon today.
Continue reading “Of Cleaning and Creating”
13,356 Days Alive
77 Miles Driven
8 Documents Filed
1 Massive Work Day
Here’s a secret: I hate driving at night. I’m always terrified I’m going to get into an accident and have no one to call.
Continue reading “Of Terror and Timeliness”
13,353 Days Alive
I made a mistake today: I went grocery shopping hungry.
Continue reading “Of Worries and WalMart”
13,348 Days Alive
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4 Days Till the Full Moon
1 Very Long Day
I woke up at three a.m. Not on purpose as gorram did I need the rest. Finally fell back asleep after five. Nearly overslept as a consequence.
Continue reading “Of Pain and Pushing Through”
13,347 Days Alive
1,200 Posts on PostmarkWonderland
99.8 Degree Fever This Morning
14 New Homework Assignments on Khan Academy
2nd Virtual Math Class Attended
1 Cream Soda Float
I am still feeling under the weather, so Fen made dinner this evening. We had boneless chicken wings and some potato wedges with bbq sauce.
Continue reading “Of Cuddles and Coco”
13,344 Days Alive
2 Classic Movies Watched
1 Nice, Relaxing Sunday
I ran out of silver yarn for the Turquoise Throw I’m making! I thought I had more of it. I guess I’ll have to dig through the scrap pile and see if I have any there.
Continue reading “Of Scoundrels and Stoppage”
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