13,206 Days Alive
We had meatless taco meat and rice for dinner tonight. My sugar wasn’t too high after, so that’s good.
Continue reading “Of Chapters and Chili Powder”Of Chapters and Chili Powder
Category: Depressed
Of Video Chats and Vetero
13,205 Days Alive
722 Days Straight on Duolingo
62 Minutes Spent Chatting with My New Friend
1 Lost Coworker
I had to talk myself down from a panic attack at work today. A work friend got fired and all I could think was that I was going to be fired, too. I’m not fired. I’m still employed. But gods was it a tough day.
Continue reading “Of Video Chats and Vetero”Of Winding and Windows
13,201 Days Alive
I’ve got the worst damn headache today. Walking by windows made me wince and the smell of everyone’s perfume made me nauseated.
But I could see. So maybe it’s not a migraine?
Continue reading “Of Winding and Windows”Of Pains and Procrastination
13,200 Days Alive
I am out of words today. I am tired and solidly I n level seven pain. At least I got good news today.
Just keep swimming, I tell myself.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Murder and Malaise
13,194 Days Alive
8 Days Being Run Over By My Menstrual Cycle
2 Episodes of Murder She Wrote
1 Exhausted Me
This will be a brief entry. I’ve barely enough energy to lift my damn head from the pillow.
Continue reading “Of Murder and Malaise”Of Uterus-Rebellion and Unwell
13,193 Days Alive
710 Days Straight on Duolingo
7 Days Straight of Being Run Over By My Menstrual Cycle
2 More Days till the Weekend
This weekend is the jokingly named “Theomas”, my belated birthday celebration with J and Gwen.
Continue reading “Of Uterus-Rebellion and Unwell”Of Weight and Worries
13,188 Days Alive
705 Days in a Row on Duolingo
289 Pounds
16 Pounds Lost
11.8 A1C
Oh, boy did today suck-a-palooza. My diabetes is no longer under control and likely hasn’t been since I ran out of insulin in February.
Continue reading “Of Weight and Worries”Of Tarot and Time
13,186 Days Alive
I did a reading today after dinner. I used the Wild Unknown Deck that Reffie got me for this past Yule.
Continue reading “Of Tarot and Time”Of Strength and Sleep
13,185 Days Alive
I just woke up from an accidental nap. I need more sleep so I’m absolutely going back to bed as soon as I’m done with this entry.
Continue reading “Of Strength and Sleep”Of Talk and Tension
13,184 Days Alive
701 Days Straight on Duolingo
2 Doctor Appointments
I carry a lot of tension in my back. Specifically my shoulders and neck. I guess a lot of people do. I was told by two separate people, both therapists in their own way, to unclench and do some stretches.
Continue reading “Of Talk and Tension”Of Hobbies and Homes
13,181 Days Alive
I had a nightmare I was homeless again. Did not start my day off in a pleasant manner.
Continue reading “Of Hobbies and Homes”Of Bruises and Burritos
13,180 Days Alive
8 Days Till my Doctor Appointment
3 New Bruises
I swear, I must be sleep walking again or something. I keep waking up with bruises. I’m going to ask my doctor next Friday for a full work up because I’m tired of being a walking bruise city.
Continue reading “Of Bruises and Burritos”Of Wings and Weariness
13,179 Days Alive
11 Boneless Wings Eaten
2 Movies Watched
I am bone-deep exhausted and so tired of being in pain. I just want one good night’s sleep and to wake up not in pain.
Continue reading “Of Wings and Weariness”
