13,201 Days Alive
I’ve got the worst damn headache today. Walking by windows made me wince and the smell of everyone’s perfume made me nauseated.
But I could see. So maybe it’s not a migraine?
I think it’s been building for a few days, now that I look back on it. I thought it was allergies or something because I forgot to take my allergy med on Monday.
Hopefully I’ll feel better tomorrow as I’m supposed to go over to Mal and Bubble’s place this weekend.
Mentally, I’m not doing so great. The brain gremlins are getting loud again. Telling me I’m worthless and unreliable because of my malfunctioning meatbag self. That people put up with me because I’m vaguely entertaining. And other such probably-not-true things.
Yes, I do have to cancel some things because I am either physically or mentally unable to handle them. But a lot of the time I try to power through only to end up in more pain.
I did get some crocheting done. And got to use the yarn baller again! I love it so much. Reffie got it for me as a birthday gift and I absolutely love it.
Anyway, I’m going to take some strong meds and hydrate and go to sleep.
Take your meds, folks.