2020 Thus Far: Chaos and COVID

June 29, 2020July 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,795 Days Alive

790th Post on PostmarkWonderland

638 Days Blogging in a Row

181 Days into 2020

91 Books to Read in 2020

35 Years + 1 Day Alive

20 Books Read So Far in 2020

1 Massive Headache

I think it’s time to get that eye exam rescheduled, COVID-19 be damned. I keep getting headaches for no discernable reason and that is usually my indicator to go to the gorram eye doctor.

Before COVID-19 hit in earnest, I had an appointment for March. But…then the world went further to hell in a handbasket and they cancelled on me (for safety reasons).

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Dizzy Day

June 25, 2020July 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,791 Days Alive

1 Pepperoni and Garlic Spread Wrap Eaten

So, the air conditioner at work is on the fritz. It was 79 degrees in the office pretty much from ten am on.

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Hurting Head

June 23, 2020July 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,789 Days Alive

4 Chapters Read

1 Massive Headache

I didn’t sleep well again last night. Couldn’t get to sleep, couldn’t stay asleep. I tried to avoid picking up my phone so I would get more sleep but it didn’t work.

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Clumsy Thursday

June 18, 2020July 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,784 Days Alive

I fell up the stairs at work today. Didn’t hurt myself but felt like an idiot.

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Turbulent Tuesday and Malfunctioning Machines

June 16, 2020July 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,782 Days Alive

1 Sour Stomach

So, some of the equipment at work threw a bitch fit today and completely decided to be non-functional. And it’s so outside my wheelhouse I’m not quite sure what to do other than reach out for help. Which, of course, I did, but it didn’t make the technical difficulties any less frustrating.

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Monday Madness

June 15, 2020July 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

12,781 Days Alive

5 Hours of Sleep

1 Day Long Panic Attack

I’ve been having an anxiety attack pretty much since this morning. Tight chest, anxious but exhausted, the whole head pounding and neck tight bs. At least I was pretty sure it wasn’t a heart attack this time.

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Bad Pain Day

June 11, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,767 Days Alive

1 Raging Headache

So, apparently I am having more of a birthday party than originally planned. Not a bad thing, but unexpected. So I’m going to buy myself a birthday cake for the occasion.

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Tacos on a Tuesday!

June 9, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,765 Days Alive

2 Tacos Eaten

1 Slightly Silly Realization

So. Nine days into the month, I finally realized it’s June. It’s my birthday month!

Yay!

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Manic Monday And Marshmallows

June 8, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,764 Days Alive

1 Load of Laundry Done

I literally had some marshmallows for dinner tonight. Work was a slow motion drowning today. So much mail.

At least the weather was relatively nice today. It rained for most of the day.

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Friday Night Fun

June 5, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,761 Days Alive

1 Steak Eaten

So, I’m planning on going to a protest tomorrow. I’d be lying if I said I was t apprehensive about it.

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Sunday Night Blues

May 31, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,756 Days Alive

There’s so much ugliness going on in the world right now. Death, corruption, greed, and well-deserved riots and protests.

I don’t have the heart for it tonight. I wish the world was a better place.

I’m going to bed. Take your meds, folks.

Chinese Food and Cookies

May 29, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,754 Days Alive

8 Crab Rangoon Eaten

2 Cookies Eaten

1 Mentally and Emotionally Exhausted Me

Today was a day. Work went well, though I was slammed. I’m still struggling a bit but it will get better. I think my mind was still half on Spock today so my focus kept wandering.

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Stress and Kindness

May 28, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,753 Days Alive

$900.00+ Raised for Spock

$770.80 Spent on Spock

3 Crying Jags

1 Emotional Crash

Spock is still sick. With help of social media and the kindness of friends, family, and total strangers, I raised over $900 for his continued care. I’m so grateful for the support.

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