Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
12,789 Days Alive
4 Chapters Read
1 Massive Headache
I didn’t sleep well again last night. Couldn’t get to sleep, couldn’t stay asleep. I tried to avoid picking up my phone so I would get more sleep but it didn’t work.
Continue reading “Hurting Head”
12,784 Days Alive
I fell up the stairs at work today. Didn’t hurt myself but felt like an idiot.
Continue reading “Clumsy Thursday”
12,782 Days Alive
1 Sour Stomach
So, some of the equipment at work threw a bitch fit today and completely decided to be non-functional. And it’s so outside my wheelhouse I’m not quite sure what to do other than reach out for help. Which, of course, I did, but it didn’t make the technical difficulties any less frustrating.
Continue reading “Turbulent Tuesday and Malfunctioning Machines”
12,781 Days Alive
5 Hours of Sleep
1 Day Long Panic Attack
I’ve been having an anxiety attack pretty much since this morning. Tight chest, anxious but exhausted, the whole head pounding and neck tight bs. At least I was pretty sure it wasn’t a heart attack this time.
Continue reading “Monday Madness”
12,767 Days Alive
1 Raging Headache
So, apparently I am having more of a birthday party than originally planned. Not a bad thing, but unexpected. So I’m going to buy myself a birthday cake for the occasion.
Continue reading “Bad Pain Day”
12,765 Days Alive
2 Tacos Eaten
1 Slightly Silly Realization
So. Nine days into the month, I finally realized it’s June. It’s my birthday month!
Yay!
Continue reading “Tacos on a Tuesday!”
12,764 Days Alive
1 Load of Laundry Done
I literally had some marshmallows for dinner tonight. Work was a slow motion drowning today. So much mail.
At least the weather was relatively nice today. It rained for most of the day.
Continue reading “Manic Monday And Marshmallows”
12,761 Days Alive
1 Steak Eaten
So, I’m planning on going to a protest tomorrow. I’d be lying if I said I was t apprehensive about it.
Continue reading “Friday Night Fun”
12,756 Days Alive
There’s so much ugliness going on in the world right now. Death, corruption, greed, and well-deserved riots and protests.
I don’t have the heart for it tonight. I wish the world was a better place.
I’m going to bed. Take your meds, folks.
12,754 Days Alive
8 Crab Rangoon Eaten
2 Cookies Eaten
1 Mentally and Emotionally Exhausted Me
Today was a day. Work went well, though I was slammed. I’m still struggling a bit but it will get better. I think my mind was still half on Spock today so my focus kept wandering.
Continue reading “Chinese Food and Cookies”
12,753 Days Alive
$900.00+ Raised for Spock
$770.80 Spent on Spock
3 Crying Jags
1 Emotional Crash
Spock is still sick. With help of social media and the kindness of friends, family, and total strangers, I raised over $900 for his continued care. I’m so grateful for the support.
Continue reading “Stress and Kindness”
12,752 Days Alive
1 Very Sick Spock
I have no spoons. I don’t know if Spock is going to live.
Take your meds, love your pets.
12,751 Days Alive
$870 Spent at the Veterinarian’s Office
1 Still Sick Kitty
This is going to be a short one:
Spock has fatty liver syndrome and partial liver failure. I’m doing all that I can to make sure he’s okay. I’m super stressed about it and am terrified to go to bed in case he passes in the night.
I’m so afraid for him.
Take your meds, folks.
