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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Of Asiago and Apples

August 18, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,565 Days Alive

17 Jobs Applied For

4.5 Hour Shift Tomorrow

I had a little Granny Smith apple and Asiago cheese for breakfast this morning. It was very good, especially since I allowed myself a dollop of caramel with the apples.

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Of Muscles and Munchies

August 17, 2022August 18, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,564 Days Alive

Man, I needed some serious caloric intake today. I had a sandwich and a massive bowl of ragú and spaghetti leftovers for dinner.

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Of Corn Dogs and Customer Service

August 8, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,555 Days Alive

1 Very Long but Fun Interview

I really, really, really want a corn dog. Or a Chicago style hot dog. Might do chili dogs for dinner tomorrow. With some oven roasted potatoes, onions, and tomatoes.

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Of Interviews and Indoctrination

August 3, 2022August 3, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,550 Days Alive

3.5 Hours Round Trip

Welp. I did go on my interview today. I don’t know if it went well, but I have another tomorrow at noon.

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Of Coffee and Clever Conversations

August 2, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,549 Days Alive

1 Rescheduled Interview

Today did not go to plan, but perhaps tomorrow will be better?

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Of Elgin and Elocution

July 30, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,546 Days Alive

Ran into a bunch of French tourists while I was waiting for a train. They watched me crochet, said I was “etrange”, which for some reason I know means strange? So, go me for knowing a random French word.

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Of Specificity and Stress

July 7, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,522 Days Alive

20 Pages of Training Documents Made for My Successor at Work

3 Chicken Tenders Eaten

1 More Bag of Yarn Purged

I went to lunch with a soon-to-be-former coworker of mine, Kim. She’s going through it pretty rough right now, the poor dear.

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Of Pizza and (More) Packing

July 6, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

13,521 Days Alive

3 Boxes of Books Packed

1 Slice of Cheese Pizza Eaten

Well, only one minor emotional breakdown today. Work was… difficult.

Packing isn’t going much better.

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Of Sadness and Sunsets

July 3, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,518 Days Alive

T-Minus 12 Days till Wheels Up

I’m a sad sack today. I went to hang out with Reffie and just got knocked out tired after having a little bit of lunch. I’m so disappointed in myself that I couldn’t spend more time with her.

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Of Sunlight and Sandwiches

June 26, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,511 Days Alive

1 Piece of Furniture Re-Homed

I visited with Chelé today, for the last time before the move.

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Of Music and Misery

June 23, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,508 Days Alive

13 Additional Applications Put In

I… am a prideful creature. I despise asking for help. But I had to, to make my next steps.

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Of Movement and Migraines

June 9, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,495 Days Alive

5 Weeks Till my Move

3rd Day of Migraine Hell

I’m so tired of being in pain. I need to refill my damned Imatrex when I go to the doctor. It’s not working.

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Of Hardship and Hankerings

June 5, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

26,300 Words in Midnight Calls’ Manuscript Thus Far

13,491 Days Alive

157 Base Stitches for the Angel Rosé Blanket

4 Breadsticks Eaten Today

1 Severe Wave of Exhaustion and Brain Fog this Weekend

My brain is over-hard fried today. All weekend it’s been a ride on the struggle bus to properly function.

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