Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
13,546 Days Alive
Ran into a bunch of French tourists while I was waiting for a train. They watched me crochet, said I was “etrange”, which for some reason I know means strange? So, go me for knowing a random French word.
Continue reading “Of Elgin and Elocution”
13,522 Days Alive
20 Pages of Training Documents Made for My Successor at Work
3 Chicken Tenders Eaten
1 More Bag of Yarn Purged
I went to lunch with a soon-to-be-former coworker of mine, Kim. She’s going through it pretty rough right now, the poor dear.
Continue reading “Of Specificity and Stress”
13,521 Days Alive
3 Boxes of Books Packed
1 Slice of Cheese Pizza Eaten
Well, only one minor emotional breakdown today. Work was… difficult.
Packing isn’t going much better.
Continue reading “Of Pizza and (More) Packing”
13,518 Days Alive
T-Minus 12 Days till Wheels Up
I’m a sad sack today. I went to hang out with Reffie and just got knocked out tired after having a little bit of lunch. I’m so disappointed in myself that I couldn’t spend more time with her.
Continue reading “Of Sadness and Sunsets”
13,511 Days Alive
1 Piece of Furniture Re-Homed
I visited with Chelé today, for the last time before the move.
Continue reading “Of Sunlight and Sandwiches”
13,508 Days Alive
13 Additional Applications Put In
I… am a prideful creature. I despise asking for help. But I had to, to make my next steps.
Continue reading “Of Music and Misery”
13,495 Days Alive
5 Weeks Till my Move
3rd Day of Migraine Hell
I’m so tired of being in pain. I need to refill my damned Imatrex when I go to the doctor. It’s not working.
Continue reading “Of Movement and Migraines”
26,300 Words in Midnight Calls’ Manuscript Thus Far
13,491 Days Alive
157 Base Stitches for the Angel Rosé Blanket
4 Breadsticks Eaten Today
1 Severe Wave of Exhaustion and Brain Fog this Weekend
My brain is over-hard fried today. All weekend it’s been a ride on the struggle bus to properly function.
Continue reading “Of Hardship and Hankerings”
13,471 Days Alive
5+ Billed Hours at Work Today
I busted my ass off today at work. I’m not sure that it’ll help in the long run, but eh. I tried.
Continue reading “Of Ghosts and Goals”
13,465 Days Alive
1 Difficult Day
I fell asleep at my desk at work, accidentally. HR woke me up.
It was mortifying.
Continue reading “Of Sleep Depo and Sensitivity”
13,450 Days Alive
15 Squares Joined
1 Snuggly Kitty
I’m in a fibromyalgia flare up. My heating pad is my best friend right now.
Continue reading “Of Crying and Crochet”
13,449 Days Alive
If you’re someone new to this little corner of the universe, I have a lot of mental health issues. And some of them are kicking my ass and then handing it back to me on a platter.
Continue reading “Of Panic and Painting with Diamonds”
13,446 Days Alive
1,299 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland
1/2 of a Crappy Frozen Cheese Pizza Eaten
Dinner was a mistake. But considering all I had eaten today was a cheese stick and a pair of caffeine pills? It was a necessary evil. Tomorrow’s dinner will be better. I can buy some salad and we can have chicken and salad.
Continue reading “Of Introspection and Indigestion”
