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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Of Ghosts and Groceries

September 26, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,604 Days Alive

$65.00 Spent on Groceries

40+ Feather Boas Inventoried

I have such a bad headache. And my eyes are gritty and itchy. I thought I outgrew my feather allergy.

I haven’t.

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Of Detangling and Dopamine

September 17, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,595 Days Alive

2 Slices of Pizza Eaten

1 of 16 Days Straight Worked

I’m exhausted. And in pain.

But brain got happy chemicals today from a stranger being nice to me.

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Of Exchange and Earliness

August 29, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,576 Days Alive

2,106 Words Written Today

10 New Comments on My Story

I updated my Harry Potter fanfic, Crows at the Crossroads, last night and have almost a dozen new comments on my story.

It really lights a fire under my ass to keep posting.

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Of New Moons and Niftiness

August 26, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,573 Days Alive

I got a surprise package in the mail today.

It was yarn.

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Of Lightning and Laughter

August 25, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,572 Days Alive

3 Episodes of The Sandman Watched

We’re up to episode ten of The Sandman. Neil Gaiman is such a fantastic writer and I’m really loving the show. But man is it intense.

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Of Money and Medications

August 23, 2022August 24, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,570 Days Alive

$124 Spent on Medication Today

Paid the deductible for Peggy. Super broke now.

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Of Exhaustion and Early Rising

August 22, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,569 Days Alive

10 Hours till My Shift Begins

I work the super early shift tomorrow.

I’m not excited about it. It’s four and a half hours of physical he’ll for me.

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Of Desserts and Decisions

August 19, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,566 Days Alive

3 Episodes of Zumbo’s Just Desserts, Season 2 Watched

I have to decide if I’m going to try and get more part time work, maybe at another retail place, or continue the search for full time work.

I would prefer full time work.

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Of Asiago and Apples

August 18, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,565 Days Alive

17 Jobs Applied For

4.5 Hour Shift Tomorrow

I had a little Granny Smith apple and Asiago cheese for breakfast this morning. It was very good, especially since I allowed myself a dollop of caramel with the apples.

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Of Muscles and Munchies

August 17, 2022August 18, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,564 Days Alive

Man, I needed some serious caloric intake today. I had a sandwich and a massive bowl of ragú and spaghetti leftovers for dinner.

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Of Corn Dogs and Customer Service

August 8, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,555 Days Alive

1 Very Long but Fun Interview

I really, really, really want a corn dog. Or a Chicago style hot dog. Might do chili dogs for dinner tomorrow. With some oven roasted potatoes, onions, and tomatoes.

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Of Interviews and Indoctrination

August 3, 2022August 3, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,550 Days Alive

3.5 Hours Round Trip

Welp. I did go on my interview today. I don’t know if it went well, but I have another tomorrow at noon.

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Of Coffee and Clever Conversations

August 2, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,549 Days Alive

1 Rescheduled Interview

Today did not go to plan, but perhaps tomorrow will be better?

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