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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Of Tarot and Time

August 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,186 Days Alive

I did a reading today after dinner. I used the Wild Unknown Deck that Reffie got me for this past Yule.

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Of Strength and Sleep

August 3, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,185 Days Alive

I just woke up from an accidental nap. I need more sleep so I’m absolutely going back to bed as soon as I’m done with this entry.

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Of Talk and Tension

August 2, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,184 Days Alive

701 Days Straight on Duolingo

2 Doctor Appointments

I carry a lot of tension in my back. Specifically my shoulders and neck. I guess a lot of people do. I was told by two separate people, both therapists in their own way, to unclench and do some stretches.

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Of Hours and Headaches

July 31, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,182 Days Alive

12+ Hours Put in Today

I am tired. I am in pain. And I’ve had a headache since noon.

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Of Hobbies and Homes

July 30, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,181 Days Alive

I had a nightmare I was homeless again. Did not start my day off in a pleasant manner.

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Of Bruises and Burritos

July 29, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,180 Days Alive

8 Days Till my Doctor Appointment

3 New Bruises

I swear, I must be sleep walking again or something. I keep waking up with bruises. I’m going to ask my doctor next Friday for a full work up because I’m tired of being a walking bruise city.

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Of Wings and Weariness

July 28, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,179 Days Alive

11 Boneless Wings Eaten

2 Movies Watched

I am bone-deep exhausted and so tired of being in pain. I just want one good night’s sleep and to wake up not in pain.

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Of Insomnia and Ickiness

July 21, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,072 Days Alive

I’ve been mostly awake since Monday with about three hours of sleep between naps at my desk and a brief nap after five a.m.

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Of Esperanto and Exhaustion

July 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,070 Days Alive

I’ve got to go into work early tomorrow so this will be brief.

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Of Foresight and Forgetfulness

July 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,068 Days Alive

1 Day Without Headache

I had to hit two different stores to get all that I needed today, and even then I forgot some things.

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Of Reading and Recovery

July 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,066 Days Alive

8 Books Read in the Last Week

3rd Day of Migraine Hell

I accidentally posted a recipe too early. So it’s been deleted for now. Now, onto the meat of today’s post: recovering from another damn migraine.

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Of Fickleness and Friends

July 11, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,062 Days Alive

Today has not been a great day. I spent most of the day fighting off a migraine, praying for the light sensitivity to go away. A people hang over from Little Bee’s first birthday party, I’m sure.

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Of Children and Cupcakes

July 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

14,061 Days Alive

100 Miles Driven

1 Happy to See Me Cat Called Spock

I am so damn tired. Little Bee’s birthday party went well.

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