Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
12,789 Days Alive
4 Chapters Read
1 Massive Headache
I didn’t sleep well again last night. Couldn’t get to sleep, couldn’t stay asleep. I tried to avoid picking up my phone so I would get more sleep but it didn’t work.
Continue reading “Hurting Head”
12,784 Days Alive
I fell up the stairs at work today. Didn’t hurt myself but felt like an idiot.
Continue reading “Clumsy Thursday”
12,781 Days Alive
5 Hours of Sleep
1 Day Long Panic Attack
I’ve been having an anxiety attack pretty much since this morning. Tight chest, anxious but exhausted, the whole head pounding and neck tight bs. At least I was pretty sure it wasn’t a heart attack this time.
Continue reading “Monday Madness”
12,779 Days Alive
622nd Blog Post
1 New Recipe to Share
I got to sleep in a bit today before going to see Chelé. The day was restful and amazing. We both broke quarantine today, though I drove up to see her at her place.
Continue reading “Simply Lovely Saturday”
12,767 Days Alive
1 Raging Headache
So, apparently I am having more of a birthday party than originally planned. Not a bad thing, but unexpected. So I’m going to buy myself a birthday cake for the occasion.
Continue reading “Bad Pain Day”
12,765 Days Alive
2 Tacos Eaten
1 Slightly Silly Realization
So. Nine days into the month, I finally realized it’s June. It’s my birthday month!
Yay!
Continue reading “Tacos on a Tuesday!”
12,764 Days Alive
1 Load of Laundry Done
I literally had some marshmallows for dinner tonight. Work was a slow motion drowning today. So much mail.
At least the weather was relatively nice today. It rained for most of the day.
Continue reading “Manic Monday And Marshmallows”
12,762 Days Alive
I didn’t end up going to the protest today with Cousin Kay for a multitude of reasons. One of which is I am afraid of dying from being tear gassed. I have pretty bad asthma, and I don’t want to suicide by cop. Also, it was storming most of the day.
Continue reading “Deluge and Disappointment”
12,761 Days Alive
1 Steak Eaten
So, I’m planning on going to a protest tomorrow. I’d be lying if I said I was t apprehensive about it.
Continue reading “Friday Night Fun”
12,760 Days Alive
I can’t attend protests, but gods do I wish I could.
Continue reading “Rainy Thursday”
12,754 Days Alive
8 Crab Rangoon Eaten
2 Cookies Eaten
1 Mentally and Emotionally Exhausted Me
Today was a day. Work went well, though I was slammed. I’m still struggling a bit but it will get better. I think my mind was still half on Spock today so my focus kept wandering.
Continue reading “Chinese Food and Cookies”
12,752 Days Alive
1 Very Sick Spock
I have no spoons. I don’t know if Spock is going to live.
Take your meds, love your pets.
12,750 Days Alive
$274 Spent on an Emergency Vet Visit
1 Sick Spock Kitty
My cat Spock is still unwell. I’m taking half a day off tomorrow from work to take him to the regular veterinarian.
Continue reading “Not So Relaxing Day Off”
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