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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Headache and Hot Dogs

October 9, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,521 Days Alive

1 Icepick Headache

I have a massive craving for hot dogs, for some reason. Like, a big Chicago style dog or a chili dog. It’s terrible, but only because I can’t eat this late at night so I can’t run to Sonic or Checkers and get a quick fix.

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Spoonie Bingo: a rant

October 8, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,520 Days Alive

1 Full Spoonie Bingo Line

I’m annoyed. Hold on to your britches, folks, coz I am about to go off.

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Sad and Stressed

October 7, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,519 Days Alive

I’m having a bad brain day. Not in the traditional sense. I’m just sad as hell.

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Chelé and Chocolate

October 6, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,518 Days Alive

1.25 Miles Walked Today

1 Awesome, If Exhausting, Day

I hung out with Chelé today. It was a delightful romp through a land of crafts and shiny things. I even found ruby chocolate for my Darling Wife!

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Painting and Parents (In Law)

October 5, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,517 Days Alive

3 Rolls of Sushi Eaten

1 Birthday Celebrated

We had a birthday party for my mother in law today.

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10-4, Good Buddy!

October 4, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,516 Days Alive

2 Busy Days to Come

1 Girls’ Night Out

We went to Melting Pot this evening for my Darling Wife’s stepsister’s birthday. It was amazing and the perfect wind down from a long, stressful week at work.

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Bad Brain Day

September 25, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,507 Days Alive

1 Flu Shot Obtained

I’m having one of those days where continued existences remains a trial I have to suffer through.

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Almost Autumn

September 20, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,502 Days Alive

It’s almost the Autumn Equinox!

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Almost there…

September 19, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,501 Days Alive

I am thoroughly exhausted despite my attempts at a good night’s rest last night. I am crawling into bed and sleeping for as long as possible.

Take your meds, folks.

Halfway to 13,000 Days

September 18, 2019September 18, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

I usually start out each blog entry with how many days I’ve been alive.

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Friday the 13th, 2019

September 13, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,495 Days Alive

1 Day Without Vomiting

0 Days Since Crying for No Apparent Reason

I have that screaming loneliness in a crowd feeling again. Like no one wants or needs me around.

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On the Road Again

September 8, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

Still 12,489 Days Alive

I really just feel frayed as a broken rope.

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Somewhat Upsetting Sunday

September 8, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,489 Days Alive

5 Medications Picked Up

0 Doses of Lyrica Left

Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.

Despite being told otherwise when I dropped the prescription off, Publix Pharmacy will not partially fill my Lyrica while they are doing the prior authorization.

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