I usually start out each blog entry with how many days I’ve been alive.
Continue reading “Halfway to 13,000 Days”Halfway to 13,000 Days
Category: Feeling Worthless
Friday the 13th, 2019
12,495 Days Alive
1 Day Without Vomiting
0 Days Since Crying for No Apparent Reason
I have that screaming loneliness in a crowd feeling again. Like no one wants or needs me around.
Continue reading “Friday the 13th, 2019”On the Road Again
Still 12,489 Days Alive
I really just feel frayed as a broken rope.
Continue reading “On the Road Again”Somewhat Upsetting Sunday
12,489 Days Alive
5 Medications Picked Up
0 Doses of Lyrica Left
Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.
Despite being told otherwise when I dropped the prescription off, Publix Pharmacy will not partially fill my Lyrica while they are doing the prior authorization.
Continue reading “Somewhat Upsetting Sunday”Holiday and Hurricane (Dorian)
12,480 Days Alive
404 Words Written
It’s Labor Day weekend 2019 and I have just under a half a tank of gas because people are panicking over the storm headed our way.
Continue reading “Holiday and Hurricane (Dorian)”
12,478 Days Alive
1.6 Miles Walked at Work
Honestly, I’m a little toasted tonight. I feel like the raw nerve of a broken tooth.
Continue readingChicken, Cards, and Cacophonous Laughter
12,475 Days Alive
8,142 Books to Read
We’re playing Cards Against Humanity at the kitchen table with our friend Rea, my Darling Wife, and Tink.
Continue reading “Chicken, Cards, and Cacophonous Laughter”Down day.
Typical Tuesday, I Suppose
12,464 Days Alive
I started watching Good Omens tonight. What a lovely show about the end of the world.
Fried from depression
12,463 Days Alive
1 Day Streak on DuoLingo
Depression has been handing me my ass on a platter as of late. I can’t even get excited bout fandom stuff, or food, or anything. I’m just… numb. Or sad. Continue reading “Fried from depression”
Sleepy, Sleepy Sunday
12,462 Days Alive
I am absolutely exhausted today. Continue reading “Sleepy, Sleepy Sunday”
12,455 Days Alive
8,135 Books to Read
I need more sleep. Or more rest. I can’t quite seem to sleep well.
Overdone Saturday
12,454 Days Alive
2,995 Steps
I’m so tired I’m likely to vomit. I’m going to bed.
