12,470 Days Alive
Today was mostly spent feeling ill and trying not to throw up while at my desk.
12,470 Days Alive
Today was mostly spent feeling ill and trying not to throw up while at my desk.
I’ve lost count of how many days I’ve been alive and I can’t be bothered to check.
I’m in a lot of pain tonight. Continue reading “Sore Saturday”
12,463 Days Alive
1 Day Streak on DuoLingo
Depression has been handing me my ass on a platter as of late. I can’t even get excited bout fandom stuff, or food, or anything. I’m just… numb. Or sad. Continue reading “Fried from depression”
12,462 Days Alive
I am absolutely exhausted today. Continue reading “Sleepy, Sleepy Sunday”
12,459 Days Alive
Being the epitome of grace and skill that I am, I managed to bang my head on a door frame earlier this evening whilst changing a door knob.
Talented, ain’t I?
12,456 Days Alive
I think I’m coming out the other side of this depressive downswing. Continue reading “Might Be Okay Monday”
12,450 Days Alive
Eventually, I’ll wake up something other than tired.
12,447 Days Alive
300 Days of Blog Posts
Three hundred blog posts since diagnosis. I guess paying for this site was a good idea.
12,433 Days Alive
8,112 Books to Read
5,559 Steps Today
1 Minor Anxiety Attack
Today was a day for the gals.
12,427 Days Alive
8,112 Books to Read
$494.90 Spent On Lyrica
Spent the day napping, crying over cost of meds and in gratitude for my wife, and playing with watercolors and yarn.
The cost of my Lyrica is $500 a month. Out of pocket. Until September.
Fucking wonderful.
12,396 Days Alive
I’m so glad it’s Thursday. Tomorrow is payday, which I’m also thankful for. And I’m thankful I can crawl into bed in about 20 minutes. I’m thankful for Sara who gave me an early birthday gift that included little Strigi the golden owl. I’m grateful my coworkers were bittersweet about my leaving next Friday for my new job.
I’ll miss them, but I’m thankful for the new adventure.
I’m thankful for my wife and Tink. For my friends like J, Bill6, Themis and Jay, Vera, DW, and Leo. For my godfather and my Chosen Family. My clan, such as it were. I’m thankful for my family who have been remarkable in my time of need when Daddy passed.
Take your meds, folks. Even when you don’t want to take them.
12,394 Days Alive
8,049 EBooks to Read
3 Cards Pulled
2 Doctor Appointments Tomorrow
1 Anxious Me
Tomorrow is for doctor’s appointments out the wazoo. Okay, only two but I don’t care for them and the one I’m going to see is an unknown male.
12,390 Days Alive
8,031 Ebooks to Read
1 More Added to the List of Do Want
Apparently, the new show coming out Nos4a2 was a book first. I want to Read it. Continue reading “Fried Friday”