What makes you nervous?
I fucking have anxiety. The list would be shorter were I to list what doesn’t make me anxious.
Cats, crocheting, and books are pretty much the only things that don’t make me anxious.
Category: Down the Rabbit Hole
Of Bacon and Beans
13,814 Days Alive
3 Spiced Brown Sugar Bacon Twists Eaten
1 Pot of Potato Soup Made
Oh. My. Gods.
Mellon had a pair of plushies made for us: a Bean, me, and a Melon slice, them! They are painfully adorable.
Continue reading “Of Bacon and Beans”Of Groceries and Gross
13,813 Days Alive
7 Days of Pills Prepped
2 Grocery Stores Shopped
4 Meals Planned
I hate doing dishes. I love having a clean sink and silverware to use though, so I’ve been doing them little by little.
But gods did the sink need a good scrubbing.
Continue reading “Of Groceries and Gross”Of Rows and Rice
13,812 Days Alive
27 Armor Class
5 Rows Added to Junior’s Blanket
Well, my brain gremlins/depression kicked up again. I could barely pull myself from bed today. And ended up needing a nap halfway through the day because I couldn’t keep my eyes open.
Continue reading “Of Rows and Rice”Prompt Answer: First Thing That Comes To Mind
Jot down the first thing that comes to your mind.
I’m not always glad I am still here. I know it’s probably the brain gremlins talking. I know it. But I am not always glad for the continued struggle, despite the successes I’ve had.
I have my GED. A place to live. A really, really good job. And I have my cat, partner, and a small group of local friends.
I just have to keep going. But fucking hell is it exhausting.
Of Packs and Pleasant Weather
13,811 Days Alive
2 M:TG Packs Cracked
1 Amaretto Ice Cream Cone Eaten
Today was a good day. I passed all the exams at work I had to take this week. With an 80% as my lowest score.
Continue reading “Of Packs and Pleasant Weather”Of Tea and Training
13,808 Days Alive
I want tea. Like, a nice milky cup of chai or spiced black tea lightly sweetened. Which means, of course, we’re out of milk like things right now, so Incant have any.
Continue reading “Of Tea and Training”Of Poptarts and Problems
13,807 Days Alive
1 Not A Hamburger Eaten
Today was stricken with technical difficulties at work. Training went on despite it, but it wasn’t easy.
Continue reading “Of Poptarts and Problems”Of Employment and Excitement
13,806 Days Alive
1 New Job
We had Mexican takeaway for dinner tonight to celebrate my new job as an ROI specialist at one of the local hospitals.
Continue reading “Of Employment and Excitement”Of Shifting Plans and Starting Anew
13,805 Days Alive
10.5 Hours Till I Start My New Job
1 Amazing Weekend
Oh. My. Gods. This weekend was spectacular! We went to Chicago for the weekend: Mellon, his sister Rin, her two kids Axton and Opal, and her partner Leif. It was so much fun.
Continue reading “Of Shifting Plans and Starting Anew”Of Photos and Phyrexians
13,804 Days Alive
1,303 Days Straight on Duolingo
19 Booster Packs Cracked
1 Ice Cream Cone Enjoyed
I bloody slept all day. Like, woke up at nine thirty to eat breakfast, stayed up till maybe eleven am? And then passed back out till 4:30pm.
Continue reading “Of Photos and Phyrexians”Dinner this evening
Of Pecans and Pulled Pork
13,802 Days Alive
3 BBQ Pulled Pork Sliders Eaten
1 More Day at The Grocery
Tomorrow is my last day at the grocery store. I trained one of the new people today and it was… exhausting. I just wanted to come home and crash but I couldn’t.
Continue reading “Of Pecans and Pulled Pork”
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