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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Sunlight and Sandwiches

June 26, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,511 Days Alive

1 Piece of Furniture Re-Homed

I visited with Chelé today, for the last time before the move.

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Of Music and Misery

June 23, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,508 Days Alive

13 Additional Applications Put In

I… am a prideful creature. I despise asking for help. But I had to, to make my next steps.

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Of Excedrin and Exhaustion

June 21, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,506 Days Alive

1 Massive Migraine

I’m feeling like my brain is caught in a vise. I can’t quite get comfortable and everything hurts just a little… or a lot.

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Of Goals and Goodbyes

June 19, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,504 Days Alive

1 Final Therapy Session

I had my last therapy session with Mx. Steph today. I’m kind of emotional about it, sad, but glad.

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Of Overthinking and Off Duty

June 16, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,502 Days Alive

4 Weeks, 1 Day Till the Move

I’m exhausted.

And in a lot of pain.

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Of Boba and Boats

June 12, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,498 Days Alive

10 Rows Done on the Rose-y Throw

I got to spend most of the day with my darling friend, Reffie. We went to one of my old college haunts and got milk teas with boba!

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Of Movement and Migraines

June 9, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,495 Days Alive

5 Weeks Till my Move

3rd Day of Migraine Hell

I’m so tired of being in pain. I need to refill my damned Imatrex when I go to the doctor. It’s not working.

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Of Drills and Disapointment

June 7, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,493 Days Alive

Well? I got turned down for one of the apartments I applied for. Ugh.

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Of Work and Worries

June 6, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,492 Days Alive

I have my follow up dental appointment first thing in the morning.

I’m not looking forward to it, even though it should be a simple in and out process.

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Of Hardship and Hankerings

June 5, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

26,300 Words in Midnight Calls’ Manuscript Thus Far

13,491 Days Alive

157 Base Stitches for the Angel Rosé Blanket

4 Breadsticks Eaten Today

1 Severe Wave of Exhaustion and Brain Fog this Weekend

My brain is over-hard fried today. All weekend it’s been a ride on the struggle bus to properly function.

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Of Snoozing and Supernatural

May 29, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,484 Days Alive

6 Weeks, 5 Days till the Move

5 Episodes of Supernatural Watched

1 Accidental Nap

After how poorly I slept last night, I am in no way shocked that I ended up falling asleep with Spock this afternoon.

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Of Sleep and Sentiment

May 15, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,470 Days Alive

Today was a tired day. I slept until after noon today, recovering from the long week and being so social on Saturday.

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Of Sleep Depo and Sensitivity

May 10, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,465 Days Alive

1 Difficult Day

I fell asleep at my desk at work, accidentally. HR woke me up.

It was mortifying.

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