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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Suicidal

Tacos on a Tuesday!

June 9, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,765 Days Alive

2 Tacos Eaten

1 Slightly Silly Realization

So. Nine days into the month, I finally realized it’s June. It’s my birthday month!

Yay!

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Deluge and Disappointment

June 6, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,762 Days Alive

I didn’t end up going to the protest today with Cousin Kay for a multitude of reasons. One of which is I am afraid of dying from being tear gassed. I have pretty bad asthma, and I don’t want to suicide by cop. Also, it was storming most of the day.

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Friday Night Fun

June 5, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,761 Days Alive

1 Steak Eaten

So, I’m planning on going to a protest tomorrow. I’d be lying if I said I was t apprehensive about it.

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Rainy Thursday

June 4, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,760 Days Alive

I can’t attend protests, but gods do I wish I could.

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Chinese Food and Cookies

May 29, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,754 Days Alive

8 Crab Rangoon Eaten

2 Cookies Eaten

1 Mentally and Emotionally Exhausted Me

Today was a day. Work went well, though I was slammed. I’m still struggling a bit but it will get better. I think my mind was still half on Spock today so my focus kept wandering.

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Liver Failure and Love

May 27, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,752 Days Alive

1 Very Sick Spock

I have no spoons. I don’t know if Spock is going to live.

Take your meds, love your pets.

Not So Relaxing Day Off

May 25, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,750 Days Alive

$274 Spent on an Emergency Vet Visit

1 Sick Spock Kitty

My cat Spock is still unwell. I’m taking half a day off tomorrow from work to take him to the regular veterinarian.

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Tired Tuesday

May 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,744 Days Alive

200+ Ounces of Water Consumed

I’m super hydrated and super tired.

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Rainy Monday Morning

May 18, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,743 Days Alive

10 Rows in Cousin Kay’s Blanket

1 Adorable Cat Video

I love taking videos of my cat Spock. His antics cheer me up when I’m feeling a little under the weather.

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Mostly Fantastic Friday

May 15, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,740 Days Alive

I still don’t have enough time in the day to get done everything I want to. Or the energy, sometimes. I try so hard to power through these downswings. It’s difficult.

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Malcontent on a Monday

May 4, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,729 Days Alive

My day did not at all go to plan and it made me frustrated to the point of tears.

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Sunday, Again

May 3, 2020May 3, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,728 Days Alive

3 Slices of Pizza Eaten

1 Chapter Read

I’m slowly making my way through Margot Adler’s Drawing Down the Moon. It’s quite the book, and thick to boot.

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Change on the Wind

April 21, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,716 Days Alive

I’m restless again. I feel like I should be doing something but I’m stuck at a standstill.

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