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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Tired

Of Burgers and Burnout

April 8, 2021April 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,068 Days Alive

Fen made these delicious bacon-topped burgers for us tonight. They were delicious with a small salad and some sweet potato fries.

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Of Writing and Wednesdays

April 7, 2021April 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,067 Days Alive

It seems another day of technical difficulties. Work went well for the first bit, but then I had a massive panic attack and wasted half my lunch break in distress.

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Of Medicine and Malfunctioning Technologies

April 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,063 Days Alive

3 New Diagnoses

2 Adjustments to Medication

1 Doctor Appointment

Today was… a train wreck. I didn’t finish anything that I wanted to at work, barely got to touch my calls. I’m so frustrated. The system kept going down today and it just killed my ability to get things done.

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Of Hobbies and Home

April 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,062 Days Alive

2 Necklaces Made

1 Bowl of Ramen Eaten

I got to see Sparrow today! Fen and I met up with them for lunch with their significant other, Patrick. We went to the ramen house just down the street that is very COVID-precaution compliant.

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Of Drafting and Down Time

April 3, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,061 Days Alive

2 Pages Done on the Book of Stars

1 Long Day Off

I got to see my shieldbrother Bob, his wife, Flora, and their little one, Wolfe today. It was nice to see them. A lot of time was spent reading to little Wolfe and talking about nerdy stuff.

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Of Ramen and Reality

March 30, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,057 Days Alive

I’m still in emotional turmoil. Death, mental disasters, and work stress have made a perfect storm of absolute fuckery that has me exhausted.

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Of Distress and Diagnosis

March 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,051 Days Alive

So not only did I wake up around two a.m. violently ill, I also had a telehealth doctor appointment today. And I have a new diagnosis.

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Of Practical Magic and Productivity

March 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,050 Days Alive

3 Pages Done

I picked up my meds after work. I was going to make dinner, but Fen had an evening engagement so I picked up some tacos and headed home.

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Of Sweet Potato Fries and Sleep Deprivation

March 22, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,049 Days Alive

45 Minute Nap on Lunch Break

3 Hours of Sleep

1.5 Burgers Eaten

I hate the “sleep aid” I’ve been prescribed. It takes forever to fall asleep. Then, I sleep anywhere between one and a half and three hours and then I’m up for the rest of the night.

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Of Books and Baby Blankets

March 20, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,047 Days Alive

1 New Project on the Hook

My friend Alex is currently gestating. She’s due sometime in May, I believe. But the baby shower is in about four weeks. So I have that long to make an heirloom, bespelled blanket for the Shiny little one she and her husband are expecting.

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Of Chimichangas and Crafting

March 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,046 Days Alive

I actually did something artsy today! Fen got a new crafting toy and we were both playing with it.

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Of Milestones and Meditation

March 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,045 Days Alive

900 Days Blogging in a Row

Woo! Made it 900 days in a row! This is pretty impressive for me. I’ve not made any of my goals for the year yet, but I am at least consistent in posting.

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Of Time and Triggers

March 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,046 Days Alive

This ain’t a happy one, y’all. I am about to discuss sexual assault. Might wanna skip this one.

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