If I had to describe my ideal living space for myself, it would be a safe, warm, lovingly cluttered space. True hiraeth for me, honestly. Hiraeth is a Welsh omesickness for a place that doesn’t exist, or at least not yet.
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Prompt Answer: Historical Event I Find Facilitating
What historical event fascinates you the most?
The historical event I find fascinating is Little Ice Age (LIA) of the North Atlantic area that spanned about four and a half centuries.
(And gods help you if you read this. I’ve forgotten how much I enjoy writing informative things. It isn’t in APA format, but that is a moment of restraint on my part.)
Continue reading “Prompt Answer: Historical Event I Find Facilitating”Of Unspoken Words and Umbrage
14,691 Days Alive
I am exhausted and overwhelmed and fucking drowning.
Continue reading “Of Unspoken Words and Umbrage”Prompt Answer: An AU of My Life
Describe your life in an alternate universe.
In an alternate universe, I am gone.
I am naught but a bit of leftover ash and bone in a pretty little jar on a mantle of a strange kitchen fireplace in Altamonte Springs, Florida.
What once was my body rattles on the mantle as my nieces thunder by on the tile floors. As children are wont to do, those delightful little girls, right now just five and six years old, run like a heard of elephants through the house. As often as they can, they are shrieking in glee and doing most things at maximum volume.
Since human cremains are so high in salt, phosphate, and calcium, while also having a high pH, maybe I’ve been diluted and mixed into the enriched soil beneath the blueberry bushes I convinced my brother to purchase that one trip to Home Depot we took years ago.
In any case, I have shuffled off this mortal coil in this other world. Maybe I have been reborn as a chubby and beloved kitten or a feisty little foal with mischief in my heart. I am gone, but not forgotten. Dead, but not lost to memory, yet.
In another universe, I am but ash in a jar on the mantle of a fireplace.
Of Overwhelming Workload and Oven-Baked Fries
14,643 Days Alive
70+ Requests Scanned into the System Today
13 Spam Fries Eaten
2 Garlic Brick Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Eaten
When we went to Ehlenbach’s Cheese Chalet about a week and a half ago, we picked up a few cheeses, including this delicious garlic cheese. We had an interesting, low spoons dinner this evening.
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14,341 Days Alive
101.3%/ 100% in My Current College Course
Today was very much a rough day for me. Don’t quite know why, but I made it through the day and am doing okay.
Continue reading “Of Rough Days and Realizations”Of Hyper-fixations and Hot Dogs
14,630 Days Alive
2 Chicago Style Hot Dogs Eaten
1 Project in the Pipeline
I am trying to pry my brain away from this whole “homelessness is a reality and unhoused is not a nice word” piece I want to write. It’s not going well. I am absolutely hyper-fixated on it.
Continue reading “Of Hyper-fixations and Hot Dogs”Of Thesis and Tiredness
14,628 Days Alive
9 Hours at Work Today
1 Metaphorical Can of Worms Opened
Dear, sweet, darling DW has opened a can of worms in my head to the point where I am considering writing a random thesis paper on homelessness in America. All his fault.
Continue reading “Of Thesis and Tiredness”Of Presents and Presence
14,050 Days Alive
6 Hours at Pathfinder
2 Delicious Cheese Enchiladas Eaten
1 Chapter of The Witching Year Read
I’m exhausted and have a long day planned tomorrow so I’ll be brief.
Continue reading “Of Presents and Presence”Of Changes and Celebrating
13,787 Days Alive
20 Days Till the New Adventure
Change is on the wind! thank you pray, positive thinking, and my own effervescent personality for making this come to fruition.
Continue reading “Of Changes and Celebrating”Of Reading and Rest
13,785 Days Alive
2 Hour Nap
1 Hour Spent Reading
Today was not a good day at work. And I have heartburn this evening for some reason. I didn’t get home until late today, because of work reasons.
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13,784 Days Alive
1,285 Days Straight on Duolingo
4 Bags of Trash Cleaned Out of the Bedroom
1 Cookie Eaten
So, the main problem with having two people with ADHD living together is the graveyard of empty pop cans or half-finished bottles of water overs every available flat surface.
Continue reading “Of Celebration and Cleaning”Of Libraries and Long Shots
13,780 Days Alive
16 Pages of My Book of Shadows Typed Up
2 Tax Returns Filed
1 Long Shot Email Sent
0 Clothes Put Away
Well, I didn’t get any laundry put away, but I had a supremely productive day. Both magically and mundane, I’ve been productive.
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