Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
12,902 Days Alive
7 Levels in Warcraft
1 Old Habit Revived
So, I didn’t fall asleep until after six am this morning. I wished I had because I’ve had a headache all day from being sleep deprived.
Continue reading “Of Wishing and WoW”
12,901 Days Alive
2 Everything Bagels Eaten
1 Large Iced Maple-Flavored Coffee
I haven’t slept! I tried, I promise I did. But I couldn’t. And I don’t know why.
Continue reading “Of Energy and Exhaustion”
12,900 Days Alive
1 Migraine Off the Port Bow
I’ve been fighting a migraine all day. It’s hellish but at least I can see. I took my meds as soon as I noticed the uptick in ow.
Continue reading “Of Migraines and Medicine”
12,899 Days Alive
Today was an uphill battle. I woke up in so much pain I nearly called out. My whole body feels like a walking bruise again.
Continue reading “Of Sweaters and Sleepiness”
12,897 Days Alive
2 Burritos Eaten
1 More Chapter Plotted Out
So, today was a rough day. Work did not go well and I had a mild panic attack at work due to unrelated things.
Continue reading “Of Burritos and Burdens”
12,894 Days Alive
I want to draw more floral portraits. I do t know why but I’ve had flowers on the brain the last few days.
Continue reading “Of Therapy and Thistles”
12,893 Days Alive
414 Day Streak on Duolingo
16 Chapters Prepped for NaNoWriMo
We have a tiny nightshade plant growing in a crack in the ground on our balcony. I’d take a picture, but it’s dark out. When I remember to do so, I will.
Continue reading “Of Plotting and Plants”
12,892 Days Alive
413 Day Streak on Duolingo
Man, I did not get enough sleep last night. MJ and I were up till the wee hours. Haven’t laughed that much in a long while.
Continue reading “Of Exhaustion and Exposition”
12,890 Days Alive
4 More Days Till Payday
1 Heated Blanket on My Amazon Wishlist
Do you know what it means when I have a flare up? It’s like having a depressive downswing, but worse because everything hurts. Moving, walking, talking hurts.
Continue reading “Of Fibromyalgia and Flare-Ups”
12,888 Days Alive
I found a very pretty purple dress at Goodwill today. it was six bucks. I nearly bought another dress for thirteen dollars, but held off at Mel’s suggestion.
Continue reading “Of Dresses and Deals”
12,887 Days Alive
1 Cookie Eaten
Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.
I’m exhausted. And really struggling tonight. The mental radio is stuck on the “no one wants you around, please kill yourself to lessen the inconvenience that you are” station.
Continue reading “Of Ghosts and Giggles”
12,886 Days Alive
2 Cadbury Milk Bars
1 Successful Evening
Well, the broccoli cheddar soup turned out really well. The recipe I used I followed fairly to the letter, minus the carrots.
Continue reading “Of Soup and Silliness”
12,885 Days Alive
1 Tired Me
Well, I have another date with MJ tomorrow! We’re going to do grilled cheese sandwiches with cheddar broccoli soup for dinner. I’m looking forward to it!
Continue reading “Of Broccoli and Boredom”
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