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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Depression

Of Miles and Meowing

August 22, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,204 Days Alive

721 Days Straight on Duolingo

Man was Spock happy to see me when I got home today. He even came back in when called! Of course, it was after his normal dinner time so maybe he was just hungry.

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Of Cards and Chicken

August 21, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,203 Days Alive

721 Days Straight on Duolingo

3rd Place Thus Far in the Rummy 1,000,000 Game Mal and Bubs and I Are Playing

1 New Recipe to Tweak (Jalapeño Popper Chicken Casserole

I slept later than I meant to, today. I guess I was exhausted. Today was a good day.

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Of Winding and Windows

August 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,201 Days Alive

I’ve got the worst damn headache today. Walking by windows made me wince and the smell of everyone’s perfume made me nauseated.

But I could see. So maybe it’s not a migraine?

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Of Pains and Procrastination

August 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,200 Days Alive

I am out of words today. I am tired and solidly I n level seven pain. At least I got good news today.

Just keep swimming, I tell myself.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Back Pain and Baths

August 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,199 Days Alive

Spock got out again. And down the stairs. And into the only muddy spot he could find. So. Bath time for the cat face tonight. He was not happy.

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Of Games and Goals

August 16, 2021August 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,198 Days Alive

715 Days Straight on Duolingo

3 Games Played

2.5 Weeks of Memos Caught Up

2 Servings of Chicken Nachos

1 Grocery Run

Holy hell was today productive at work. Between decent sleep, meds, and just a really good day I got a lot of things done.

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Of Murder and Malaise

August 12, 2021August 13, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,194 Days Alive

8 Days Being Run Over By My Menstrual Cycle

2 Episodes of Murder She Wrote

1 Exhausted Me

This will be a brief entry. I’ve barely enough energy to lift my damn head from the pillow.

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Of Uterus-Rebellion and Unwell

August 11, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,193 Days Alive

710 Days Straight on Duolingo

7 Days Straight of Being Run Over By My Menstrual Cycle

2 More Days till the Weekend

This weekend is the jokingly named “Theomas”, my belated birthday celebration with J and Gwen.

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Of Video Games and Vexation

August 9, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,191 Days Alive

118 Points in Lords of Waterdeep

2nd Place in the Same ^

I’m not long for wakefulness, but let me tell you: today was a trip. Work went well enough, save for the excruciating pain my ovaries seem bound and determined to produce while my uterus holds its rebellion.

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Of Wandering and Washi

August 7, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,189 Days Alive

706 Day Streak on Duolingo

72 Miles Driven

1 Giant Shoebox of Washi

I went to go see a friend today that I haven’t seen in person for…. Maybe a year????

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Of Weight and Worries

August 6, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,188 Days Alive

705 Days in a Row on Duolingo

289 Pounds

16 Pounds Lost

11.8 A1C

Oh, boy did today suck-a-palooza. My diabetes is no longer under control and likely hasn’t been since I ran out of insulin in February.

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Of Fasting and Fatigue

August 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,187 Days Alive

3 Day Weekend

I go to the doctor tomorrow to get my medication refilled. I’m not looking forward to fasting until 1p.m. to get bloodwork done though.

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Of Tarot and Time

August 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,186 Days Alive

I did a reading today after dinner. I used the Wild Unknown Deck that Reffie got me for this past Yule.

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