Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
12,898 Days Alive
419 Day Streak on Duolingo
2 Bouquets of Flowers
I’m sad. Today is my Daddy’s birthday. The second since his passing on 4th December 2018. I miss him terribly, today especially.
Continue reading “Of Memories and Melancholy”
12,894 Days Alive
I want to draw more floral portraits. I do t know why but I’ve had flowers on the brain the last few days.
Continue reading “Of Therapy and Thistles”
12,893 Days Alive
414 Day Streak on Duolingo
16 Chapters Prepped for NaNoWriMo
We have a tiny nightshade plant growing in a crack in the ground on our balcony. I’d take a picture, but it’s dark out. When I remember to do so, I will.
Continue reading “Of Plotting and Plants”
12,890 Days Alive
4 More Days Till Payday
1 Heated Blanket on My Amazon Wishlist
Do you know what it means when I have a flare up? It’s like having a depressive downswing, but worse because everything hurts. Moving, walking, talking hurts.
Continue reading “Of Fibromyalgia and Flare-Ups”
12,888 Days Alive
I found a very pretty purple dress at Goodwill today. it was six bucks. I nearly bought another dress for thirteen dollars, but held off at Mel’s suggestion.
Continue reading “Of Dresses and Deals”
12,887 Days Alive
1 Cookie Eaten
Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.
I’m exhausted. And really struggling tonight. The mental radio is stuck on the “no one wants you around, please kill yourself to lessen the inconvenience that you are” station.
Continue reading “Of Ghosts and Giggles”
12,885 Days Alive
1 Tired Me
Well, I have another date with MJ tomorrow! We’re going to do grilled cheese sandwiches with cheddar broccoli soup for dinner. I’m looking forward to it!
Continue reading “Of Broccoli and Boredom”
12,884 Days Alive
2 Bowls of Chicken Fettuccine Alfredo Eaten
1 Attention-Seeking Cat
So! I had my date (thanks, MJ!) with MJ today. We spent the evening at my place.
Continue reading “Of Chicken and Cats”
12,883 Days Alive
1 Date Tomorrow
Tomorrow, I’m making dinner for a new date friend, MJ. I’ll be making chicken broccoli Alfredo from scratch.
Continue reading “Of Dates and Dreams”
12,880 Days Alive
I’m so glad it’s finally Friday. This week has been a horror show for me. Knocked flat with a migraine and there was that change at work as well.
Continue reading “Of Weekends and Words”
12,879 Days Alive
400 Day Streak on Duolingo
Spock is being exceptionally vocal tonight. He’s chirruping and meowing and purring up a storm. He’s been a real cuddle bug since I got home from work. Maybe he knows I’m not feeling one hundred percent better yet?
Continue reading “Of Moonlight and Meowing”
12,878 Days Alive
399 Day Streak on Duolingo
1 Chapter Finished of the New Fic
The first full moon of October is tomorrow. I hope it means it will be a lovey day and not one filled with lunacy.
Continue reading “Of Full Moons and Feelings”
12,876 Days Alive
3 Episodes of The Original Series Star Trek Watched
1 Bad Night’s Sleep
I didn’t get to bed until almost three a.m. last night. I was up too late reading. I didn’t mean to, but I got sucked into a story and ended up reading the whole thing.
Continue reading “Of Sleep and Star Trek”
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