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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Tacos and Terror

March 17, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,776 Days Alive

1 Level Gained for My Character in Pathfinder

Man, we almost got murdered in our Pathfinder game by some abomination of reanimated flesh bits called “The Leftovers”. Save your stomach; don’t google it.

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Of Crack Shots and Cackling

March 4, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,763 Days Alive

I joined one of Mellon’s Pathfinder campaigns tonight. Took about two hours to get my character made. But she’s a crack shot Druid with ridiculous bonuses. Her name is Haruhi Hitlock. And I love her.

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Of Water and Wine

March 2, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,751 Days Alive

1,263 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 New Short Story Idea Being Kicked Around

The title of today’s blog is also the name of the short story I’m starting for March.

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Of Stress and Snacking

March 1, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,750 Days Alive

37 Pretzels Eaten

I’m still used car shopping. I hate it. It’s stressing me the hell out.

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Of Crying and Carrots

February 27, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,748 Days Alive

Surrendered my car today. Lot of big feelings about it, worried, broke.

I’ll try again tomorrow.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Wordsmithing and Worries

February 24, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,745 Days Alive

161 Words Written Today

I am stressed to hell and back. Money is negatively right right now. But Pathfinder was fun at least.

I really am not okay right now. I’m trying to get through, but I just don’t know what to do.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Packages and Persistence

February 23, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,744 Days Alive

1 Rose Received

I feel like I’m failing as a human. Because I am struggling so hard financially even with a full time job.

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Of Carrots and Costs

February 22, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,743 Days Alive

$162 Dollars a Month for My Meds

3 Customer Compliments at Work

Today was an okay day. Work went well.

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Of Key Lime and Kleptomaniac Cats

February 5, 2023February 6, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,727 Days Alive

875 Words Written for Fiction February

15 Rows Done on J’s Monochromatic Blanket

Happy Snow Moon, y’all! 🌕

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Of Orders and Observations

February 4, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,726 Days Alive

103 Words Written for Fiction February

3 Chicken Tenders from KFC Eaten

Work was super busy today. But we got everything done that needed to be done, so I guess it’s okay.

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Of Mistakes and Meat

February 3, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

13,725 Days Alive

385 Words Written Today for Fiction February

1 Minor Issue

Mellon took me out to a bookstore today because I had a bad day. It was super fun, and then we went to this place called Flat Top Grill for dinner.

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Of Orientation and Oranges

January 3, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,703 Days Alive

4 Bahn Mi-Inspired Tacos Eaten

1 Successfully Completed Orentation

My new job is going to be a lot; but I genuinely believe I’m going to do well at it.

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Of Cold Fronts and Costly Moments

December 21, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,690 Days Alive

3 Days of Freezing Weather Coming

2 Rows Crocheted on Chelé’s Shawl

1 Train to Bus to Train to Subway Train Ride Home

I nearly fell off the train today. Lol. Someone grabbed my arm and tried to balance on me mid-step. I caught myself but wrenched my shoulder a bit. I’m otherwise fine.

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