Christmas Trees and Pasta

12,573 Days Alive

1 Day Till My Flight

Today was a nice, calm day at the house. We decorated the Christmas trees and made some dish I have to as Papa how the hell to spell.

Christmas Day 2018

12,233 Days Alive

3 Weeks Since Daddy’s Passing

2nd Christmas Since We Got Married

1 Massive Panic Attack

I didn’t sleep well last night. Nightmares aplenty. Of illness and heart failure. Of late night calls and of the funeral.

I wasn’t in a very merry mood this morning.

Days alive: 12,189

No real summary to today. Did stuff, ate food. Made a holiday wreath.