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Tag: Panic Attack

Of Mango Thai and Michael’s Crafts

March 8, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,498 Days Alive

16 Ounces of Spicy Bourbon Chicken Eaten

2 Craft Stores Visited Today

0 Skeins of Yarn Purchased Today

I made it out of not one but TWO craft stores without buying any yarn today. Applaud away, I shall wait…

Okay. Anyway!

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Of Hot WaterHeaters and Hyperventilating

January 3, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,434 Days Alive

1 Broken Hot Water Heater

Welp. My anxiety is at a thousand percent.

We have no hot water. I’m going to take some meds to try and not hyperventilate because they’re going to try and DIY replacing the hot water heater tomorrow. It’s $500 for the hot water heater. And more for the tools and stuff to install it.

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Of Rose Water and Really Dry Hands

December 2, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,402 Days Alive

7 Inches of Snow Forecast

I fell in love with this stupidly expensive lotion I received as a gift. It smells lightly floral and helps my hands stop hurting.

Maybe I’ll ask Mac for it for Valentine’s Day?

I’m so exhausted and took an anti-anxiety med because we had an absolutely unhinged patient threaten gun violence upon us today.

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Strains and Sesame Chicken

November 22, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,392 Days Alive

6 Skeins of Yarn to Give Away

So my friend Tina got to go sorta shopping in my yarn backstock today and there are six small skeins of Caron Party in three colors I’m no longer using that I’m able to regift to her in exchange for caffeinated beverages.

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Of Wasps and Wonton Soup

October 11, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,350 Days Alive

2 Wasps Killed By My Roommate Dustin

1 Order of Orange Chicken, Extra Spicy

We had Chinese from the local joint tonight. It was good.

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Of Scents and Safety

October 10, 2024October 11, 2024 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,349 Days Alive

2 Ultrasounds Taken

1 Candle Burning

Today was… difficult to say the least. First world problems of being in pain because of a simple medical procedure.

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Of Shifting Plans and Starting Anew

April 16, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,805 Days Alive

10.5 Hours Till I Start My New Job

1 Amazing Weekend

Oh. My. Gods. This weekend was spectacular! We went to Chicago for the weekend: Mellon, his sister Rin, her two kids Axton and Opal, and her partner Leif. It was so much fun.

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Of Haruhi and Hot Dogs

March 18, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,777 Days Alive

1,278 Days Straight on Duolingo

8th Level Character in Pathfinder 2e

My crack shot character, Haruhi Hitlock, hit level eight in tonight’s campaign. I didn’t blow anyone’s head off this game, but I did do some serious damage.

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Of Chicken and Cookies

February 19, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,740 Days Alive

4 Bone-In Chicken Thighs

1 Minor Panic Attack

I am exhausted. Post-panic attack bullshit.

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Of Orientation and Oranges

January 3, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,703 Days Alive

4 Bahn Mi-Inspired Tacos Eaten

1 Successfully Completed Orentation

My new job is going to be a lot; but I genuinely believe I’m going to do well at it.

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Of Cold Fronts and Costly Moments

December 21, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,690 Days Alive

3 Days of Freezing Weather Coming

2 Rows Crocheted on Chelé’s Shawl

1 Train to Bus to Train to Subway Train Ride Home

I nearly fell off the train today. Lol. Someone grabbed my arm and tried to balance on me mid-step. I caught myself but wrenched my shoulder a bit. I’m otherwise fine.

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Of Wings and Winging It

December 20, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,689 Days Alive

10 Boneless Hot Wings Eaten

3+ Rows Done on Chelé’s Shawl

1 Background Check Submitted to The Grocery

Well. It looks like things are changing much faster than originally anticipated. Like, much, much faster.

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Of Trepidation and Trains

November 10, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,649 Days Alive

37 Words Written for NaNoWriMo

3 Train Rides Today

I had a panic attack today. Family stuff and anxiety at a lack of communication. Not a full melt down, but there was tears and stress and a nearly missed train. But all is well now.

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