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Of Misery and Munchies

February 21, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,387 Days Alive

902 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 Crying Jag

I’m in so much pain. I don’t have spoons to be clever or verbose tonight.

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Chapters and Crisis

February 20, 2022February 21, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,386 Days Alive

901 Days Straight on Duolingo

5th Chapter Published on Crows at the Crossroads

1 Plate of Homemade Chili Cheese Fries for Dinner

We are… broke. Bills are paid but, much like our short-circuited oven, we are dead broke right now.

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Of Spaghetti and Screw Ups

February 18, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,384 Days Alive

899 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 Screwed Up Dinner

I messed up dinner. There was no saving it. Next time, two jars of sauce or something.

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Of Doctors and Dissatisfaction

February 17, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,383 Days Alive

$349.95 for my Basaglar

9.3 A1C

1 Disappointed Me

So. I still can’t afford my insulin. I refuse to pay $349.95 for it. It’s the principle of the matter as well as I just don’t fucking have it.

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Of Disappointment and Dinner

February 14, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,380 Days Alive

1 Missed Opportunity

I’m not doing too great this evening.

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Of Lacking and Laundry

February 5, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,371 Days Alive

I had a rather long day today. Did dishes and laundry and fed the cat.

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Of Stress and Squishmallows

February 4, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,370 Days Alive

1 New Squishmallow Added to my Collection of Stuffed Animals

I was deprived of a proper childhood. I grew up in an often hellacious, neglectful, and abusive home. So now I enjoy some simpler pleasures, like stuffed animals and doing origami, when stressed out.

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Of Sadness and Softness

February 3, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,369 Days Alive

1 Rotten Day

What do you miss the most when you lose someone? Their laugh? The inside jokes you had? The years of memories that you know will eventually fade to nothingness?

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Of Medication and Morons

January 27, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,362 Days Alive

1,912 Words in Chapter Five of Crows at the Crossroads

$998.00 For My Ozempic

887 Days Straight on Duolingo

4 Memos Left to be Up To Date

Work went well. I got a small but appreciated raise. And my medication is again cost-prohibitive. A grand for my blood sugar med. today has been a mixed bag.

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Of Cleaning and Creating

January 23, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,358 Days Alive

1,597 Words in Chapter Five of Crows at the Crossroads

2 Grocery Stores Visited

1 Lackluster Piece of Tres Leches Cake Eaten

I’ve gotten more writing done today, and laundry, and cleaning! I drove home from J and Bill6’s place before noon today.

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Of Worries and WalMart

January 18, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,353 Days Alive

I made a mistake today: I went grocery shopping hungry.

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Of Pain and Pushing Through

January 13, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,348 Days Alive

1,201 Days Straight on Postmark Wonderland

4 Days Till the Full Moon

1 Very Long Day

I woke up at three a.m. Not on purpose as gorram did I need the rest. Finally fell back asleep after five. Nearly overslept as a consequence.

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Of Cuddles and Coco

January 12, 2022January 12, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,347 Days Alive

1,200 Posts on PostmarkWonderland

99.8 Degree Fever This Morning

14 New Homework Assignments on Khan Academy

2nd Virtual Math Class Attended

1 Cream Soda Float

I am still feeling under the weather, so Fen made dinner this evening. We had boneless chicken wings and some potato wedges with bbq sauce.

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