Failures and Freak Outs

12,751 Days Alive

$870 Spent at the Veterinarian’s Office

1 Still Sick Kitty

This is going to be a short one:

Spock has fatty liver syndrome and partial liver failure. I’m doing all that I can to make sure he’s okay. I’m super stressed about it and am terrified to go to bed in case he passes in the night.

I’m so afraid for him.

Take your meds, folks.

Self-Love Journal Prompt: Day 1

Here we go, folks!

Quick recap: for me, May of 2020 is all about self-love. I’m really capable of getting down on myself, so I’m trying to be kinder and embrace a more self-focused positive attitude. It’s pretty hard when you’re battling Bipolar 1’s super depressive swings. Each day, I’ll be working from one of the prompts from Tia Harding’s 32 Self-Love Journal Prompts or from The Petite Planner’s 30 Days of Self-Love.

Here’s today’s prompt: “Five things that make me really happy are…

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Stayed Mostly Home Sunday

12,693 Days Alive

$50 Spent in Groceries

13 Drops of Rose Oil in My Hair

9 Rows STILL to Go on DW’s Blanket

2 Rows Done on the Cloud Blanket

1 Chapter Read (The Rules of Magic)

Today was a day that seemed to stretch forever in a near-negative way. Got up at 6:20 for cat feeding purposes and went back to bed because I slept terribly last night. Nightmares and frequent waking abounded.

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