14,511 Days Alive
100% on All the Preparatory Quizzes I Took Today!
4 Days till I Start School
1 Panic Attack
Well, I did it. I officially enrolled and got financial assistance for Ultimate Medical Academy and I start classes on Monday!!
Terror and excitement are warring in equal measure right now. I’m terrified of failing. Of screwing up. Of not being able to handle it.
But I’m not homeless. I have a vehicle, a job, a supportive partner. And, in time, I will have my degree! I am so excited (and terrified). Seriously, it’s like a 51% excited to 49% terrified mix. Like the world’s worst mental cocktail.
Anyway, I worked through the entire introductory course this evening and aced every single lesson. I hope I will do well.
Also! Happy Ostara to all my Northern Hemisphere friends! Merry Vernal Equinox and happy fuckin’ Thursday!
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
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