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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Depressed

Of Grilled Cheese and Goodbyes

August 30, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,212 Days Alive

729 Days Straight on Duolingo

7 Slices of Bacon Eaten

2.5 Grilled Cheeses Eaten

1 Departing Coworker

My friend Izzy is leaving. Or has left. The office gossip hasn’t decided. Nor has she, apparently, as she called out again today, the poor thing.

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Of Pizzaz and Pizza

August 26, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,208 Days Alive

I looked pretty snazzy today at work. But now I have a massive headache after a very, very long day.

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Of Chapters and Chili Powder

August 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,206 Days Alive

We had meatless taco meat and rice for dinner tonight. My sugar wasn’t too high after, so that’s good.

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Of Video Chats and Vetero

August 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,205 Days Alive

722 Days Straight on Duolingo

62 Minutes Spent Chatting with My New Friend

1 Lost Coworker

I had to talk myself down from a panic attack at work today. A work friend got fired and all I could think was that I was going to be fired, too. I’m not fired. I’m still employed. But gods was it a tough day.

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Of Winding and Windows

August 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,201 Days Alive

I’ve got the worst damn headache today. Walking by windows made me wince and the smell of everyone’s perfume made me nauseated.

But I could see. So maybe it’s not a migraine?

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Of Pains and Procrastination

August 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,200 Days Alive

I am out of words today. I am tired and solidly I n level seven pain. At least I got good news today.

Just keep swimming, I tell myself.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Murder and Malaise

August 12, 2021August 13, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,194 Days Alive

8 Days Being Run Over By My Menstrual Cycle

2 Episodes of Murder She Wrote

1 Exhausted Me

This will be a brief entry. I’ve barely enough energy to lift my damn head from the pillow.

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Of Uterus-Rebellion and Unwell

August 11, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,193 Days Alive

710 Days Straight on Duolingo

7 Days Straight of Being Run Over By My Menstrual Cycle

2 More Days till the Weekend

This weekend is the jokingly named “Theomas”, my belated birthday celebration with J and Gwen.

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Of Weight and Worries

August 6, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,188 Days Alive

705 Days in a Row on Duolingo

289 Pounds

16 Pounds Lost

11.8 A1C

Oh, boy did today suck-a-palooza. My diabetes is no longer under control and likely hasn’t been since I ran out of insulin in February.

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Of Tarot and Time

August 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,186 Days Alive

I did a reading today after dinner. I used the Wild Unknown Deck that Reffie got me for this past Yule.

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Of Strength and Sleep

August 3, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,185 Days Alive

I just woke up from an accidental nap. I need more sleep so I’m absolutely going back to bed as soon as I’m done with this entry.

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Of Talk and Tension

August 2, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,184 Days Alive

701 Days Straight on Duolingo

2 Doctor Appointments

I carry a lot of tension in my back. Specifically my shoulders and neck. I guess a lot of people do. I was told by two separate people, both therapists in their own way, to unclench and do some stretches.

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Of Hobbies and Homes

July 30, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,181 Days Alive

I had a nightmare I was homeless again. Did not start my day off in a pleasant manner.

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