Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,037 Days Alive
I’m stuck on chapter three of my most recent work. I can’t quite figure out what I should do.
So, like all good procrastinating people, I did something else: watched Disney’s Alice in Wonderland.
Continue reading “Of Cheshire Cats and Conundrums”
14,036 Days Alive
We had a simple dinner tonight: grilled cheese sandwiches and soup. It was nice. We shared some coffee and a pre-made tiramisu from the grocery store. Now that was delicious!
Continue reading “Of Cuddles and Coffee”
14,035 Days Alive
12 Spicy Nuggets Eaten
1 Awesome Gift
The sunset was lovely today. The skies were still clearing from an earlier storm.
But man am I physically wrung out still.
Continue reading “Of Recovery and Radiance”
14,031 Days Alive
1 Slice of “Chocolate Suicide” Cake
I have a lot of feelings today. Not all of them are mine to claim.
Continue reading “Of Chocolate and Confusion”
14,013 Days Alive
60 Minutes of Therapy
2 Homework Assignments
1 New Book to Read
I had therapy today and man was it hard. I keep getting triggered by a specific stressor and I don’t know how to go about removing it form my peripherals. It’s an exceedingly complicated situation.
I also need to work on my anger.
Continue reading “Of Anger and Actualization”
14,008 Days Alive
I don’t know if it’s PMS or something, but I’ve been trying not to burst into tears all damn day.
Continue reading “Of Tears and Tea”
13,097 Days Alive
It was another great day at work today. But I am absolutely exhausted.
Let’s just say I tried to figure out if I could go back to school. The answer is depressing and expensive.
I’m going to bed. at least I get to see Reffie tomorrow.
Take your meds, folks.
13,073 Days Alive
I didn’t get a single thing done today at work that I wanted to. I’m phenomenally frustrated.
Continue reading “Of Plum and Progress (Or lack there of)”
13,072 Days Alive
So… apparently the fact that I associate colors/sensations/music with people is outside the norm. I was talking about it with Gwendolyn and J this evening.
Continue reading “Of Grilled Cheese and Games”
13,071 Days Alive
12 Days to Finish Baby Alice’s Blanket
5 Hours Overslept
I got up at six a.m. to feed Spock, as per my usual. However, I slept terribly last night and decided to go back to bed. I slept until 11a.m. I guess I needed it.
Continue reading “Of Yarning and Yawning”
13,062 Days Alive
2 Necklaces Made
1 Bowl of Ramen Eaten
I got to see Sparrow today! Fen and I met up with them for lunch with their significant other, Patrick. We went to the ramen house just down the street that is very COVID-precaution compliant.
Continue reading “Of Hobbies and Home”
13,056 Days Alive
I am not up to this tonight. I’m upset and stressed and just… not up to it. I’m going to go meditate.
Take your meds, folks; and hug your loved ones as often as you can.
13,051 Days Alive
So not only did I wake up around two a.m. violently ill, I also had a telehealth doctor appointment today. And I have a new diagnosis.
Continue reading “Of Distress and Diagnosis”
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