14,049 Days Alive
36 Years Alive
1 Rotten Day
Well, I’m glad I had a good weekend because my actual birthday kind of sucked.
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Of Haloes and Hope
14,044 Days Alive
997 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland
661 Days Straight on Duolingo
3 Bouts of Migraine-Induced Vomiting
1 Missed Day of Work
Thank the gods for voice to text and technology in general. I still can’t quite see out of my right eye, because of haloes, but I’m hoping it’s better by morning.
Continue reading “Of Haloes and Hope”Of Frogs and Fibromyalgia
14,038 Days Alive
991 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland
655 Days Straight on Duolingo
I make the joke that I’m from a fractured vintage. Since I have fibromyalgia, among other issues, it can make things difficult at times.
Continue reading “Of Frogs and Fibromyalgia”Of Cheshire Cats and Conundrums
14,037 Days Alive
I’m stuck on chapter three of my most recent work. I can’t quite figure out what I should do.
So, like all good procrastinating people, I did something else: watched Disney’s Alice in Wonderland.
Continue reading “Of Cheshire Cats and Conundrums”Of Cuddles and Coffee
14,036 Days Alive
We had a simple dinner tonight: grilled cheese sandwiches and soup. It was nice. We shared some coffee and a pre-made tiramisu from the grocery store. Now that was delicious!
Continue reading “Of Cuddles and Coffee”Of Recovery and Radiance
14,035 Days Alive
12 Spicy Nuggets Eaten
1 Awesome Gift
The sunset was lovely today. The skies were still clearing from an earlier storm.
But man am I physically wrung out still.
Continue reading “Of Recovery and Radiance”Of Chocolate and Confusion
14,031 Days Alive
1 Slice of “Chocolate Suicide” Cake
I have a lot of feelings today. Not all of them are mine to claim.
Continue reading “Of Chocolate and Confusion”Of Anger and Actualization
14,013 Days Alive
60 Minutes of Therapy
2 Homework Assignments
1 New Book to Read
I had therapy today and man was it hard. I keep getting triggered by a specific stressor and I don’t know how to go about removing it form my peripherals. It’s an exceedingly complicated situation.
I also need to work on my anger.
Continue reading “Of Anger and Actualization”Of Tears and Tea
14,008 Days Alive
I don’t know if it’s PMS or something, but I’ve been trying not to burst into tears all damn day.
Continue reading “Of Tears and Tea”Of Giddiness and Goals
13,097 Days Alive
It was another great day at work today. But I am absolutely exhausted.
Let’s just say I tried to figure out if I could go back to school. The answer is depressing and expensive.
I’m going to bed. at least I get to see Reffie tomorrow.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Plum and Progress (Or lack there of)
13,073 Days Alive
I didn’t get a single thing done today at work that I wanted to. I’m phenomenally frustrated.
Continue reading “Of Plum and Progress (Or lack there of)”Of Grilled Cheese and Games
13,072 Days Alive
So… apparently the fact that I associate colors/sensations/music with people is outside the norm. I was talking about it with Gwendolyn and J this evening.
Continue reading “Of Grilled Cheese and Games”Of Yarning and Yawning
13,071 Days Alive
12 Days to Finish Baby Alice’s Blanket
5 Hours Overslept
I got up at six a.m. to feed Spock, as per my usual. However, I slept terribly last night and decided to go back to bed. I slept until 11a.m. I guess I needed it.
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