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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Depressed

Of Hook and Health

December 9, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,948 Days Alive

9 Days of Writing

I feel run over today. It’s just low energy because of my cycle I’m sure, but every little thing seemed an uncontrollable situation.

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Of Melancholy and Muppets

December 4, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,943 Days Alive

3 Christmas movies watched

I was in A Mood tonight after work. I’m not doing too great mentally. It’s Daddy’s death anniversary and I’m just… not okay.

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Of LotR and Laughter

December 3, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,942 Days Alive

8,151 Words Towards My December Goal

1 Part of the Trilogy Watched

We watched The Fellowship of the Ring tonight. It was nice but made me laugh because the Enya song in the closing credits totally made me more tired.

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Of Tea and Tension

December 2, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,941 Days Alive

So I did a little writing tonight; not much, but I got words on the page.

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Of Pie and Perseverance

November 24, 2020November 24, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

27,478 Words on My NaNovel So Far

12,933 Days Alive

I bought a pumpkin pie for Fen and I while I was at the store today. I had to pick up cat food and I figured a little holiday treat would not go amiss.

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Of Cramps and Craziness

November 20, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

17,054 Words on My NaNovel

12,929 Days Alive

3 Soft Taco Supremes for Dinner

1 Plate of Nachos Eaten

I’m cramping like hell today. I know I’m hydrated, so it’s likely my uterus throwing a fit. And the fact that I had to haul a giant tub of mail to the post office today. Either way, some stretching helped a bit.

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Of Muppets and Melancholy

November 19, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

16,480 Words on my NaNovel

12,928 Days Alive

1 Holiday Muppet Movie Watched

I love The Muppet version of A Christmas Carol. It is one of my favorite holiday movies. Fen and I watched it this evening on Disney+. They cut one of the songs out and we aren’t quite sure why.

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Of Noodles and Naught

November 18, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

16,384 Words on my NaNovel

12,927 Days Alive

3 Breadsticks Eaten

2 Bowls of Pasta

1 Doctor’s Appointment

Well, I had my follow up with my psych doctor that prescribes my meds for me. No changes to my current prescriptions because I seem relatively stable.

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Of Reading and Relaxing

November 17, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

15,487 Words on My NaNovel

12,926 Days Alive

I’m so tired still. I spent most of my down time after work reading instead of writing so I only added a few hundred words to my NaNovel today.

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Of Sadness and Serotonin

November 10, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,919 Days Alive

Nothing to say today.

Bad brain day.

I’ll try again tomorrow.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Tacos and Tiredness

November 4, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,913 Days Alive

3,440 Words Written for NaNoWriMo

3 Tacos Eaten

1 Tired Me

I am exhausted, mentally and physically. There are still no clear results in the presidential election. Im still terrified that horrid man is going to win a second term.

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Of Names and Numbers

November 3, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,912 Days Alive

Short entry tonight. I’m fried.

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Of Worries and Wondering

November 2, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,911 Days Alive

1 More Day Till the Election

I was raised mostly Jewish. Raised on stories about troubled times and survival and the Holocaust and the meanings of Passover. And it’s horrific to see history repeating itself.

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