Of Melancholy and Muppets

~ Theodora Vanyar

12,943 Days Alive

3 Christmas movies watched

I was in A Mood tonight after work. I’m not doing too great mentally. It’s Daddy’s death anniversary and I’m just… not okay.

So, in times of a troubled heart, I turned to fiction to help me feel better. I watched the Mickey’s Christmas Carol and the Muppet Christmas Carol. And when I still needed background noise to write, I turned on The Great British Bake Off Christmas Edition. But my heart wasn’t in it. I could barely write tonight. I almost didn’t eat because I was worried it might come back up from stress.

Today is a complicated and unpleasant day for me. So. I am going to bed in self-defense. Good night.

And take your meds, folks.

Published by Theodora Vanyar

Writer. Artist. Laughter addict. Queer, Jew-ish, anxiety riddled, dealing with #BipolarDisorder, and fat. Oxford Comma FOREVER! All else is icing.

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