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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Category: Feeling Worthless

Of Ghosts and Goals

May 16, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,471 Days Alive

5+ Billed Hours at Work Today

I busted my ass off today at work. I’m not sure that it’ll help in the long run, but eh. I tried.

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Of Sleep Depo and Sensitivity

May 10, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,465 Days Alive

1 Difficult Day

I fell asleep at my desk at work, accidentally. HR woke me up.

It was mortifying.

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Of Crying and Crochet

April 25, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,450 Days Alive

15 Squares Joined

1 Snuggly Kitty

I’m in a fibromyalgia flare up. My heating pad is my best friend right now.

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Of Panic and Painting with Diamonds

April 24, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,449 Days Alive

If you’re someone new to this little corner of the universe, I have a lot of mental health issues. And some of them are kicking my ass and then handing it back to me on a platter.

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Of Introspection and Indigestion

April 21, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,446 Days Alive

1,299 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland

1/2 of a Crappy Frozen Cheese Pizza Eaten

Dinner was a mistake. But considering all I had eaten today was a cheese stick and a pair of caffeine pills? It was a necessary evil. Tomorrow’s dinner will be better. I can buy some salad and we can have chicken and salad.

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Of Hugs and Headaches

April 19, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,444 Days Alive

40 Minute Nap at my Desk on Lunch

1 Massive Headache

I doted on Spock this evening. Gave him wet food and some treats. I’m worried about him.

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Of Spock and Sherlock

April 17, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,442 Days Alive

5,137 Words Written

1 Load of Laundry Washed

I spent most of my Sunday afternoon trying to write. I got a total of just over five thousand words written, but I don’t have a plot yet beyond “and then they kiss”.

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Of Crying and Care

April 13, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,438 Days Alive

I spent most of today miserable. Snuck off to cry more than once.

I literally can’t get into why right now, but sufficiently stated: I am under a lot of stress right now.

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Of Reading and Relaxing

April 10, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,435 Days Alive

14 Tarot Cards Read

1 Episode of Our Flag Means Death Watched

I’m about to medicate and crawl into bed.

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Of Budgeting and Boredom

April 7, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,432 Days Alive

946 Days Straight on Duolingo

I’m… I don’t know.

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Of Accomplishment and Aggrivation

April 5, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,430 Days Alive

1 Finished Crocheted Blanket

I’m having A Day. Not necessarily good or bad, but A Day in which a lot of things happened.

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Of Grilled Cheese and Grumpiness

March 29, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,423 Days Alive

2 Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Eaten

1 Long, Bad Day

I am a grump. I tried to take a nap in my car to get over the grump after a very, very disappointing phone call.

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Of Brownies and Bothersome

March 28, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,422 Days Alive

I really am craving chocolate. I’m currently suffering through the latest round of getting run over by my menstrual cycle. It sucks.

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