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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Teeth and Terror

May 9, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,464 Days Alive

$1,817.00 of Dental Work to be Done

18 X-Rays Done

1 Very Stressful Day

I partially cracked a tooth eating at work today. Despite my literal terror at the thought of going to the dentist, I checked my insurance and made an appointment.

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Of Cheese and Coloring

May 4, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,459 Days Alive

6 Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Made

1 Altered Plan

So. Today was an adventure in exhaustion. I didn’t nap on lunch, but totally nearly fell asleep at my desk.

I really need help with the chronic fatigue.

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Of Fantasy and Farewells

April 30, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,455 Days Alive

1 New Adventure

This is my final weekend evening with J and Bill6 before they start their transition up north to Ohio.

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Too tired, too sad, too much pain

April 27, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Petulance and Pot Pies

April 26, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,451 Days Alive

11 Weeks, 3 Days Till Moving Day

1 Disgusting Chicken Pot Pie Eaten

I don’t know what it is, but I can’t stand chicken pot pies these days. I’d rather beef or something.

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Of Crying and Crochet

April 25, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,450 Days Alive

15 Squares Joined

1 Snuggly Kitty

I’m in a fibromyalgia flare up. My heating pad is my best friend right now.

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Of Panic and Painting with Diamonds

April 24, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,449 Days Alive

If you’re someone new to this little corner of the universe, I have a lot of mental health issues. And some of them are kicking my ass and then handing it back to me on a platter.

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Of Dim Sum and Delight

April 23, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,448 Days Alive

6 New Dishes Tried

1 New Fun Thing Found

I got to hang with both Cleo and J today. It was absolutely delightful.

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Of Introspection and Indigestion

April 21, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,446 Days Alive

1,299 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland

1/2 of a Crappy Frozen Cheese Pizza Eaten

Dinner was a mistake. But considering all I had eaten today was a cheese stick and a pair of caffeine pills? It was a necessary evil. Tomorrow’s dinner will be better. I can buy some salad and we can have chicken and salad.

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Of Burritos and Boredom

April 20, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,445 Days Alive

I started the short story today. The mermaid in the bathtub one. Got almost 800 down in about an hour.

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Of Hugs and Headaches

April 19, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,444 Days Alive

40 Minute Nap at my Desk on Lunch

1 Massive Headache

I doted on Spock this evening. Gave him wet food and some treats. I’m worried about him.

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Of Exhaustion and Excedrin

April 18, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,443 Days Alive

I don’t have good words today. I’m in fucking agony.

I’m going to bed early in self defense.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Spock and Sherlock

April 17, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,442 Days Alive

5,137 Words Written

1 Load of Laundry Washed

I spent most of my Sunday afternoon trying to write. I got a total of just over five thousand words written, but I don’t have a plot yet beyond “and then they kiss”.

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