13,278 Days Alive
Today was tough. Begging for money for insulin tough. Wanting a goddamned smoke and an adult beverage tough.
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13,278 Days Alive
Today was tough. Begging for money for insulin tough. Wanting a goddamned smoke and an adult beverage tough.
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6,809 Total Words Written for NaNoWriMo
1 New Place To Eat
I had a long, difficult day at work today. Just brain gremlins and worried and overwhelmed. It was not a “fun” day.
After work was much improved.
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4,583 Words Written for NaNoWriMo
792 Days Straight on Duolingo
1 Clingy Kitty
Spock is parked in my lap. Apparently I was gone too long today.
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3,236 Words Written
29 Days To Go in NaNoWriMo
1 Panic Attack
So, I had a panic attack at work today. Super sucked. Basically, there was a meeting of all the legal assistants in workers comp, my division, except for my coworker Nancy and I. I thought I had done something wrong and my brain promptly spiraled into an anxiety attack that I was going to get fired.
It took almost an hour for me to breathe normally again.
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Man, doing the whole fishnet scale thing is effing hard. I’m not good at it. Gonna try again tomorrow for the costume.
I just scrubbed my test makeup off. I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
13,270 Days Alive
2 Tarot Readings
1 Snuggle-Faced Spockers
Spock must know that I am exceptionally stressed right now. He’s been a cuddle bug all evening. Even now, he’s making biscuits on my bum and purring up a storm. Earlier, it was giving me kisses and cuddling.
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785 Days Straight on Duolingo
3 Days Till the Halloween Party at Work
I have no Halloween costume this year. It is rather depressing. So I’m just going to drag something together that I can throw devil horns onto and call it good.
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Today has been a long day. One that I absolutely do not regret, but it is stacked atop a few other long days so I don’t quite believe is barely still Monday.
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2.23 Miles Walked Today
1 Amazing and Awesome Day
Elle Jay, Reffie, and I spent a good thirteen to fourteen hours together today. I am the good kind of sore and exhausted that means I was proper active today.
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Today is what Sherlock’s Mycroft would call a “danger night”.
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86 Degrees in the Apartment
The a/c unit is on the fritz again. It’s almost ninety in here. Ugh.
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I’m sad tonight. It’s Daddy’s birthday. I miss him more around this time of year.
I’m just… I can’t tonight. I am going to go listen to some music and stare at the moon.
Take your meds, folks.
13,262 Days Alive
Quick post: super depressed. Air conditioning isn’t working. Got an ice pack out for the cat because it’s 86 degrees in here.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.