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Category: Panic Attack

Of Wings and Winging It

December 20, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,689 Days Alive

10 Boneless Hot Wings Eaten

3+ Rows Done on Chelé’s Shawl

1 Background Check Submitted to The Grocery

Well. It looks like things are changing much faster than originally anticipated. Like, much, much faster.

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Of Muppets and Money

December 8, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,678 Days Alive

I watched The Muppet Christmas Carol this evening. It is one of my favorite holiday movies.

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Of English and Egg Noodles

November 20, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,658 Days Alive

1 Pot of Rotisserie Chicken Noodle Soup Made

Well, I had an almost full English breakfast this morning, sans black pudding because I don’t care for blood sausage.

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Of Trepidation and Trains

November 10, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,649 Days Alive

37 Words Written for NaNoWriMo

3 Train Rides Today

I had a panic attack today. Family stuff and anxiety at a lack of communication. Not a full melt down, but there was tears and stress and a nearly missed train. But all is well now.

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Of Masks and Muscles

November 2, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,642 Days Alive

845 Words Written For NaNoWriMo So Far

I’ve got another headache. This one might be because I’m dehydrated though, so I’m sipping on water and trying to lie down to sleep.

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Of Tears and Thieves

November 1, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,641 Days Alive

503 Words Written for NaNoWriMo Today

$133 For a Tow to the Auto Shop

1 Stolen Catalytic Converter

I’m so upset.

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Of Tomatoes and Talent

October 26, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,635 Days Alive

5 Days Till NaNoWriMo Starts

I had Sean Michael and Pinny over for the afternoon today.

I am exhausted from it.

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Of Lightning and Laughter

August 25, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,572 Days Alive

3 Episodes of The Sandman Watched

We’re up to episode ten of The Sandman. Neil Gaiman is such a fantastic writer and I’m really loving the show. But man is it intense.

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Of Money and Medications

August 23, 2022August 24, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,570 Days Alive

$124 Spent on Medication Today

Paid the deductible for Peggy. Super broke now.

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Of Aches and Achievements

August 16, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,563 Days Alive

1,070 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 Very Difficult 5.5 Hour Shift

Okay, let me just start off by saying “FUCKING OWIE” a few times. No tune. Just kind of screaming into the sky like a werewolf at the moon.

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Of Disappointment and Determination

August 9, 2022August 10, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,556 Days Alive

1 Job Offer Letter

I got an offer letter from the retail gig today! I accepted it almost immediately.

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Of Cheese and Choices

August 4, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,551 Days Alive

4 Cups of Milk Used to Make Dinner

1 Big Pan of Leftovers

I made some amazing Bacon Mac and Cheese today for dinner. It was super easy, but I definitely wanted to add to it. Maybe next time I make it?

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Of Migraines and Money

July 28, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,544 Days Alive

$2,900 to Fix My Car

1 Accidental Nap

I’m not feeling well. I’ve had a migraine most of the day and just generally feel off-kilter.

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