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Category: Sleep Deprivation

Of Burgers and Burnout

April 8, 2021April 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,068 Days Alive

Fen made these delicious bacon-topped burgers for us tonight. They were delicious with a small salad and some sweet potato fries.

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Of Medicine and Malfunctioning Technologies

April 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,063 Days Alive

3 New Diagnoses

2 Adjustments to Medication

1 Doctor Appointment

Today was… a train wreck. I didn’t finish anything that I wanted to at work, barely got to touch my calls. I’m so frustrated. The system kept going down today and it just killed my ability to get things done.

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Of Sweet Potato Fries and Sleep Deprivation

March 22, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,049 Days Alive

45 Minute Nap on Lunch Break

3 Hours of Sleep

1.5 Burgers Eaten

I hate the “sleep aid” I’ve been prescribed. It takes forever to fall asleep. Then, I sleep anywhere between one and a half and three hours and then I’m up for the rest of the night.

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Of Practical Magic and Picnic Tables

March 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,042 Days Alive

3 Butter Tarts Eaten

1 Old Favorite Shared with Fen

Somehow, despite knowing me for almost a decade, Fen had never seen the movie Practical Magic. Until tonight! We watched it and they really enjoyed it.

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Of Pills and Pain Levels

February 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,023 Days Alive

15 Hour Day

2 Slices of Cake Eaten

I’ve been up since six am. Relatively okay, actually. I got done what I aimed to do this work day and mostly relaxed after work.

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Of Needles and Noise

February 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,010 Days Alive

1st Dose of COVID-19 Vaccine Taken

So, my arm hurts like hell. Tender to the touch at the injection site. But I’m glad I did it.

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Of New Things and Naps

January 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,993 Days Alive

$120.00 Spent on a New Tire

1 Accidental Nap

So, I got home from J and Bill6’s around noon today. I received an awesome early Valentine’s Day gift from Fen! It was a pillow shaped like a taco! And I love it!

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Of Gifts and Goals

December 7, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,946 Days Alive

3 Hours of Sleep

1 Massive Headache

Man, I love playing with the Wild Unknown tarot that Reffie got me. It’s seriously an awesome gift. I’m nervous about drawing in the journal, but I’ll work up to it.

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Of Research and Reading

November 29, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

33,420 Words on My NaNovel So Far

12,938 Days Alive

459 Day Streak on Duolingo

I didn’t get the ten thousand words written that I wanted to today. I got lost down a rabbit hole of research. It is highly unlikely I will hit 50,000 words this month. I could cheat, and just say that I did it, but I’m not going to.

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Of Oddities and Obduracy

October 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,904 Days Alive

1 PB&J Eaten for Dessert

Do I get bonus points for using a mildly obscure word that basically boils down to being as stubborn as a mule?

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Of Writing and Whining

September 20, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,868 Days Alive

721 Days Blogging in a Row

2 Apples Eaten with Honey

I am in pain. And I feel like I’m whining about it but I can’t seem to get my lower back to stop throwing a bitchfit.

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Imagine something witty here…

August 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 3 Comments

12,843 Days Alive

364 Day Streak on Duolingo

So, I make it no secret that I’m bipolar. I’m open and honest about it, my struggles, and my little successes in dealing with it through action, therapy, and medication.

But holy shit am I struggling right now.

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Temperature Troubles

July 14, 2020July 27, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,800 Days Alive

83 Degrees Indoors at Work

1 Tired Me

I woke up fifteen times last night. I counted. I kept having nightmares. I don’t even remember what about other than I felt like I was drowning or suffocating. Repeatedly. I think the COVID crap is getting to me mentally.

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