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Of Alcohol and Air

October 22, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,265 Days Alive

Today is what Sherlock’s Mycroft would call a “danger night”.

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Of Exasperation and Exhaustion

September 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,227 Days Alive

I got at least six hours of sleep. Probably more like a full eight; but I’m still exhausted.

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Of Anger and Acceptance

March 25, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,052 Days Alive

So I’ve been doing some research. And I’m livid. Not mad, not pissed off, fucking livid. Because this new diagnosis? It basically means that I’m fucking broken due to trauma experienced in my past.

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Of Fury and Fear

January 7, 2021January 8, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,976 Days Alive

2 Pieces of Naan Eaten

1 Massive Crying Jag

I sat in my car and cried when I got home from work today. I’m so afraid of losing my job. I’m so frustrated that it seems like I’m not getting a second stimulus payment. I’m so tired of being tired again.

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Terrible Monday

August 17, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,834 Days Alive

Today was bad. All around bad. I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

I Write from a Place of Privilege

June 2, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,758 Days Alive

I do t have words for how I am feeling right now. Suffice it to say: Black lives matter.

May their voices be heard over mine in the coming days.

Self-Love Journal: A Reflection

June 1, 2020June 1, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,757 Days Alive

31 Journal Prompts

What a month, man. What a year. I literally can’t fathom everything that happened in May alone.

I’ll focus on what I can. #BlackLivesMatter, #FuckTrump, and fuck COVID-19.

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Metaphoric Bullet Dodged

May 16, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 5 Comments

12,741 Days Alive

$1,200 Almost Spent

$254.38 Spent at the Veterinary Office

1 Second Opinion on Helena

Today was hellaciously stressful. It started with Spock’s veterinary appointment. He has a dual ear infection, but now he’s up to date on his shots.

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Malcontent on a Monday

May 4, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,729 Days Alive

My day did not at all go to plan and it made me frustrated to the point of tears.

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Annoyed with Allergies

October 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,526 Days Alive

4 Rows Frogged

1 Tired Me

I’m exhausted and my allergies are acting up. And I’m annoyed.

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Phenomenally frustrated

August 9, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

I’m not in a headspace to celebrate the end of the week. I just want to go stress clean something.

Failed Pie Night

February 13, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,283 Days Alive

6,477 Books to Read

2 Back to Back Meetings

1 Failed Slice Of Pie

I’m exhausted. I had PT and OT today and I am absolutely in pain and done with today.

Almost everyone else can bugger off today.

Behind By a Bit

February 12, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,282 Days Alive

6,477 Books to Read

3 Episodes of Sabrina Watched

2 Tacos Eaten

1 Cold Front Coming

So. I need to catch up. I’ve been doing great on #FlashFictionFebruary, but I am way behind in all of my reading challenges.

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