Of Fury and Fear

~ Theodora Vanyar

12,976 Days Alive

2 Pieces of Naan Eaten

1 Massive Crying Jag

I sat in my car and cried when I got home from work today. I’m so afraid of losing my job. I’m so frustrated that it seems like I’m not getting a second stimulus payment. I’m so tired of being tired again.

These are all valid frustrations I am dealing with right now. I have therapy on Sunday and I’m looking forward to seeing Mx Steph again. My brain is in a bad way at the moment and I don’t know how to fix it.

I’m so sad and angry and tired these days. I’m stuck in this… funk. Like the Swamp of Sadness or something.

Image is of the Childlike Empress crying.

I’m in pain. I’m angry at the state of my country and the response to current events. I’m furious that people are bot taking precautions.

I’m going to bed. I’ve had enough.

Published by Theodora Vanyar

Writer. Artist. Laughter addict. Queer, Jew-ish, anxiety riddled, dealing with #BipolarDisorder, and fat. Oxford Comma FOREVER! All else is icing.

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