I Write from a Place of Privilege

June 2, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,758 Days Alive

I do t have words for how I am feeling right now. Suffice it to say: Black lives matter.

May their voices be heard over mine in the coming days.

Self-Love Journal: A Reflection

June 1, 2020June 1, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,757 Days Alive

31 Journal Prompts

What a month, man. What a year. I literally can’t fathom everything that happened in May alone.

I’ll focus on what I can. #BlackLivesMatter, #FuckTrump, and fuck COVID-19.

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Sunday Night Blues

May 31, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,756 Days Alive

There’s so much ugliness going on in the world right now. Death, corruption, greed, and well-deserved riots and protests.

I don’t have the heart for it tonight. I wish the world was a better place.

I’m going to bed. Take your meds, folks.

Chinese Food and Cookies

May 29, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,754 Days Alive

8 Crab Rangoon Eaten

2 Cookies Eaten

1 Mentally and Emotionally Exhausted Me

Today was a day. Work went well, though I was slammed. I’m still struggling a bit but it will get better. I think my mind was still half on Spock today so my focus kept wandering.

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Stress and Kindness

May 28, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,753 Days Alive

$900.00+ Raised for Spock

$770.80 Spent on Spock

3 Crying Jags

1 Emotional Crash

Spock is still sick. With help of social media and the kindness of friends, family, and total strangers, I raised over $900 for his continued care. I’m so grateful for the support.

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Liver Failure and Love

May 27, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,752 Days Alive

1 Very Sick Spock

I have no spoons. I don’t know if Spock is going to live.

Take your meds, love your pets.

Failures and Freak Outs

May 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,751 Days Alive

$870 Spent at the Veterinarian’s Office

1 Still Sick Kitty

This is going to be a short one:

Spock has fatty liver syndrome and partial liver failure. I’m doing all that I can to make sure he’s okay. I’m super stressed about it and am terrified to go to bed in case he passes in the night.

I’m so afraid for him.

Take your meds, folks.