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Tag: Depression

Of Chills and Chili

October 3, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,611 Days Alive

Day 5 of 9 Straight at Work

1 Missed Bus

All I wanted today was a chili dog. Unfortunately, I can’t afford groceries till I get paid, so it’s leftovers and a lot of grilled cheese sandwiches right now.

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Of Horchata and Hurricane Aftermath

September 29, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,607 Days Alive

1 Plate of Nachos Eaten

I had Tex-Mex for dinner for my mental health. Today was stressful for a multitude of reasons.

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Of Ghosts and Groceries

September 26, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,604 Days Alive

$65.00 Spent on Groceries

40+ Feather Boas Inventoried

I have such a bad headache. And my eyes are gritty and itchy. I thought I outgrew my feather allergy.

I haven’t.

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Of Exhaustion and Esperanto

September 25, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,603 Days Alive

1,109 Days Straight on Duolingo

I’ve got such a bad headache today. I couldn’t even really bring myself to crochet. And I have to get up early to get my meds before work tomorrow.

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Of Pain and Pushing Through

September 18, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,596 Days Alive

4.5 Hours Worked at the Part Time Job

I almost fainted at work today. Fun times.

Dehydration, coupled with crouching and standing up too quickly makes the world go “weeee!”

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Of Detangling and Dopamine

September 17, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,595 Days Alive

2 Slices of Pizza Eaten

1 of 16 Days Straight Worked

I’m exhausted. And in pain.

But brain got happy chemicals today from a stranger being nice to me.

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Of Rows and Resignation

September 15, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,593 Days Alive

2 Sore Feet

I almost walked out of work due to an incident with a customer tonight. But, pride can crumble so long as I get paid.

It’s a sad state I’m in.

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Of Termination Dates and Terreria

September 14, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,592 Days Alive

14 Days Till End of Last Shift

1 Resignation Letter Written

I quit my job today. Well, more accurately I put in my two weeks notice. Because I got a new job!

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Of Crochet and Calmness

September 12, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,590 Days Alive

1,096 Days Straight on Duolingo

1,063 Words Written for Chapter Nine of Crows at the Crossroads

My stomach is sour. But I have a job interview tomorrow after work. So, mixed bag but it could be worse.

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Of Sweet and Sleep

September 5, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,583 Days Alive

5 Hours Slept

3:30 Wake Up Tomorrow

We had Chinese takeout for dinner this evening because we couldn’t get groceries delivered this evening and I’m not physically up to walking to the store.

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Of Indecision and Ice Cream

August 30, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,577 Days Alive

6,418 Words Written So Far Today

1,429 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland!

I want a freezie pop. One of the blue or red or something artificially colored that tastes delicious and is chilling on a hot day.

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Of Exchange and Earliness

August 29, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,576 Days Alive

2,106 Words Written Today

10 New Comments on My Story

I updated my Harry Potter fanfic, Crows at the Crossroads, last night and have almost a dozen new comments on my story.

It really lights a fire under my ass to keep posting.

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Of Sore Feet and Spanish

August 27, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,574 Days Alive

1,080 Days Straight on Duolingo

I keep flip-flopping back and for from Esperanto to Spanish and it’s kind of scrambled my brain. I have to pick one and stick with it for a bit.

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