12,433 Days Alive
8,112 Books to Read
5,559 Steps Today
1 Minor Anxiety Attack
Today was a day for the gals.
Girl’s Day Out
Tag: Depression
Fumbled Shuffle
12,431 Days Alive
Zero Spoons
Today is one of those days where I tried to shuffle the cards of my life and just ended up playing fifty one pickup and now I’m searching for the last metaphoric card.
Still out of Spoons
Tried to be social tonight, ended up getting sick at the bar from a weird combo of anxiety and exhaustion.
I’m so tired.
Sunday Crocheting
12,427 Days Alive
8,112 Books to Read
$494.90 Spent On Lyrica
Spent the day napping, crying over cost of meds and in gratitude for my wife, and playing with watercolors and yarn.
The cost of my Lyrica is $500 a month. Out of pocket. Until September.
Fucking wonderful.
Drowning Saturday
12,426 Days Alive
7 Minutes and Counting with Hiccups
2 Cookies Eaten
I need space to be unhappy. To be miserable. My Darling Wife allows me this, as do the friends I hold dear.
Bad Brain Day
12,424 Days Alive
I hate days where I wake up and am disappointed to be alive.
I ate.
I’m still here.
That’s all I’ve got.
Bittersweet Endings
12,404 Days Alive
Today was my last day at the University. It was bittersweet as hell. My coworkers threw me a little going away party and I, thank my not waterproof eyeliner, did not cry!
Too anxious
12,400 Days Alive
I had a lovely meal with my cousin Kae this evening. But I still feel absolutely drowning in anxiety.
Sunday Update
12,399 Days Alive
8,065 Ebooks to Read
14 Days Till the Cruise
7 Days Till the New Job
5 Days Till the End of the Current Job
A lot going on for the next fortnight. And I am scraping the bottom of the barrel for the energy for it.
Tarot Tuesday
12,394 Days Alive
8,049 EBooks to Read
3 Cards Pulled
2 Doctor Appointments Tomorrow
1 Anxious Me
Tomorrow is for doctor’s appointments out the wazoo. Okay, only two but I don’t care for them and the one I’m going to see is an unknown male.
Gossamer Thread
12,388 Days Alive
Today is one of those drowning days.
I feel overwhelmed to the point of disconnection.
Tuesday, but Monday Flavored!
12,387 Days Alive
8,010 Ebooks to Read
181 Books Left to Read for #200Books in 2019
I’m more than a bit behind in my reading for the year. I’m sure I’ll catch up a bit whilst on holiday next month.
Thoughtful Thursday
12,375 Days Alive
7,784 Books to Read
2,752 Steps for the Day
I am a little overwhelmed and burnt out today. I feel like there’s so much going on in my mind that I just need to be quiet outwardly.
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