Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
12,394 Days Alive
8,049 EBooks to Read
3 Cards Pulled
2 Doctor Appointments Tomorrow
1 Anxious Me
Tomorrow is for doctor’s appointments out the wazoo. Okay, only two but I don’t care for them and the one I’m going to see is an unknown male.
12,388 Days Alive
Today is one of those drowning days.
I feel overwhelmed to the point of disconnection.
12,387 Days Alive
8,010 Ebooks to Read
181 Books Left to Read for #200Books in 2019
I’m more than a bit behind in my reading for the year. I’m sure I’ll catch up a bit whilst on holiday next month.
12,375 Days Alive
7,784 Books to Read
2,752 Steps for the Day
I am a little overwhelmed and burnt out today. I feel like there’s so much going on in my mind that I just need to be quiet outwardly.
I’m alive and going the hell to bed.
Thank you to Reffie for the marvelous evening and the introduction to a new tea.
Take your meds folks.
12,366 Days Alive
7,720 Books to Read
1 Metaphoric Spoon Left
I’m still awake somehow. I got some sleep last night, but it feels like of no quality.
12,364 Days Alive
7,625 Books to Read
I kind of just… made it through the day by staying home (mostly) and crocheting.
12,363 Days Alive
7,622 Books to Read
1,677 Steps Taken
2 Hours in the Pool
1 Project Restarted
I’m a little emotionally exhausted today, so I’m going to be brief:
I spent about two hours at the pool. I’m exhausted. I restarted DW’s Blanket again, but I’m happy with it this time.
Good night.
12,361 Days Alive
7,619 Books to Read
291 Pounds
2 Infected Ears
1 Malfunctioning Brain
There’s a big storm system coming in and it has a migraine knocking at my brain. Continue reading “Off Step Thursday”
12,354 Days Alive
Today is one of those days where nothing has gone quite right.
It’s exhausting and anxiety inducing as hell. I get paid tomorrow, but my entire paycheck is going to be decimated by bills and gas and medication costs.
I can’t seem to get ahead.
And apparently that’s my own fault. I don’t make as much as my housemates. And my attempts at finding side work has thus far been not as successful as I hoped.
Things will improve. I just have to work harder and more and pray I don’t burn out.
I’m going to bed.
12,243 Days Alive
7,343 Books to Read
2,208 Steps Taken
14 Day Streak on Duolingo
Today was delightfully exhausting. I’m tired to the point of pain, but today was a good day.
12,239 Days Alive
14 Square Centers Started
4 Dresses Heading My Way
2 Meds Adjusted
1 Doctor Appointment Attended
Today was a mixed bag of amazing and exhausting.
12,237 Days Alive
I feel… terrible. My head has been hurting all day. I’m out of ibuprofen. The deodorant I just got isn’t working and hurts. I’m… not okay. And that’s okay. I have a follow up appointment with the psych doctor on Wednesday. I can make it till then, I think.
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