I’m alive and going the hell to bed.
Thank you to Reffie for the marvelous evening and the introduction to a new tea.
Take your meds folks.
No spoons
Tag: Depression
Terribly, Terribly Tired Tuesday
12,366 Days Alive
7,720 Books to Read
1 Metaphoric Spoon Left
I’m still awake somehow. I got some sleep last night, but it feels like of no quality.
Splendid, Stormy Sunday
12,364 Days Alive
7,625 Books to Read
I kind of just… made it through the day by staying home (mostly) and crocheting.
Swimmingly Saturday
12,363 Days Alive
7,622 Books to Read
1,677 Steps Taken
2 Hours in the Pool
1 Project Restarted
I’m a little emotionally exhausted today, so I’m going to be brief:
I spent about two hours at the pool. I’m exhausted. I restarted DW’s Blanket again, but I’m happy with it this time.
Good night.
Off Step Thursday
12,361 Days Alive
7,619 Books to Read
291 Pounds
2 Infected Ears
1 Malfunctioning Brain
There’s a big storm system coming in and it has a migraine knocking at my brain. Continue reading “Off Step Thursday”
Thrown Off Balance
12,354 Days Alive
Today is one of those days where nothing has gone quite right.
It’s exhausting and anxiety inducing as hell. I get paid tomorrow, but my entire paycheck is going to be decimated by bills and gas and medication costs.
I can’t seem to get ahead.
And apparently that’s my own fault. I don’t make as much as my housemates. And my attempts at finding side work has thus far been not as successful as I hoped.
Things will improve. I just have to work harder and more and pray I don’t burn out.
I’m going to bed.
Exhausting, Excellent Sunday
12,243 Days Alive
7,343 Books to Read
2,208 Steps Taken
14 Day Streak on Duolingo
Today was delightfully exhausting. I’m tired to the point of pain, but today was a good day.
Work-Filled, Wonderful Wednesday
12,239 Days Alive
14 Square Centers Started
4 Dresses Heading My Way
2 Meds Adjusted
1 Doctor Appointment Attended
Today was a mixed bag of amazing and exhausting.
Headache on a Monday
12,237 Days Alive
I feel… terrible. My head has been hurting all day. I’m out of ibuprofen. The deodorant I just got isn’t working and hurts. I’m… not okay. And that’s okay. I have a follow up appointment with the psych doctor on Wednesday. I can make it till then, I think.
Expanding my Horizons
12,232 Days Alive
3 Day Streak on Duolingo
I’m a little under the weather, but I wanted to get a proper entry in.
Writing Again
12,331 Days Alive
100 Points on Duolingo
1 Tidbit Written
Part of a writing Kik I’m a member of had a “writing challenge” to describe this photo as a character.
Contacts
12,221 Days Alive
7,171 Books to Read
3 Episodes of Queer Eye
1 Helping of Bread Pudding from the Pub
I spent the day being productive as hell. The days started with a panic attack at five am. It happens, unfortunately.
Weekend Worries
12,220 Days Alive
7,169 Books To Read
5,375 Steps Taken Today
So, I’m kind of in emotional shutdown right now. Hiatus from actual feeling.
There’s just the over my head overwhelmed exhausted bullshit.
I just have to keep going.
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