Tuesday

12,245 Days Alive

7,341 Books to Read

2,138 Steps Taken

7 on the Pain Scale

An unspecified number of jellybeans counted

For some reason, my pain level is hovering at a low seven. I’ve taken all my meds, but it feels like my joints are stuffed with glass again.

I’m going to bed. Maybe tomorrow will be better.

Headache on a Monday

12,237 Days Alive

I feel… terrible. My head has been hurting all day. I’m out of ibuprofen. The deodorant I just got isn’t working and hurts. I’m… not okay. And that’s okay. I have a follow up appointment with the psych doctor on Wednesday. I can make it till then, I think.

Wretched.

12,234 Days Alive

4th Day Feeling Awful

Still feeling like mildly microwaved death. Apparently it’s just a cold.

But between lack of sleep from coughing and bad reactions to cold meds, I literally want to curl up and stop existing.

And now I’m crying over soap.