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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Struggling

Fatigue is a bitch

November 23, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,566 Days Alive

4 Days Till my Trip

1 Accidental Nap

I am absolutely fried.

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Anniversary and an Upheaval

November 12, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,555 Days Alive

2 Years Married

1 Moved Desk

Today is my second wedding anniversary to my Darling Wife. I wish I could say that I was able to afford to do something nice, but I could not. Best I did tonight was sweep the floor.

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Out of Spoons

November 7, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,550 Days Alive

Windshield still broken. Still stressed out. Got some help. Need more help. Trying not to cry.

Going to bed.

Shattered Plans

November 6, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,549 Days Alive

16,308 Words Written So Far

1 Shattered Windshield

I’m just exhausted tonight. Doesn’t help that I was planning to go to bed early. But you know what they say about plans.

There’s a lot going on, so I’m gonna go. Better entry tomorrow.

Take your meds folks.

Sick day.

November 4, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,547 Days Alive

618 Words Written Today

Today was a Not Good Day. Been up and down since three am with what is either the worst migraine I had in a long time or a terrible reaction to trying to eat carton eggs.

I’m crawling into bed now. Take your meds, folks.

Smoke and Music

October 19, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,531 Days Alive

Spending the night with friends at a local hookah joint. It’s low, low-lit, and is a blast.

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Ennui and other emotions

October 17, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,529 Days Alive

Dissatisfaction seems to be the name of the game these days.

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Productive, Exhausting Day

October 12, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,524 Days Alive

2 Hot Dogs Eaten

1 New Character Made

Today started off with me sleeping until almost nine. Somehow, I’m still tired.

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Comfort Items

October 10, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,522 Days Alive

I’m having one of those nights where I’m fighting to stay awake long enough to take me meds. I want to crawl into bed and just pass out.

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Headache and Hot Dogs

October 9, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,521 Days Alive

1 Icepick Headache

I have a massive craving for hot dogs, for some reason. Like, a big Chicago style dog or a chili dog. It’s terrible, but only because I can’t eat this late at night so I can’t run to Sonic or Checkers and get a quick fix.

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Spoonie Bingo: a rant

October 8, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,520 Days Alive

1 Full Spoonie Bingo Line

I’m annoyed. Hold on to your britches, folks, coz I am about to go off.

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Sad and Stressed

October 7, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,519 Days Alive

I’m having a bad brain day. Not in the traditional sense. I’m just sad as hell.

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Chelé and Chocolate

October 6, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,518 Days Alive

1.25 Miles Walked Today

1 Awesome, If Exhausting, Day

I hung out with Chelé today. It was a delightful romp through a land of crafts and shiny things. I even found ruby chocolate for my Darling Wife!

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