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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Struggling

2nd Night of Hanukkah 2019/Christmas Eve Eve

December 23, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,596 Days Alive

2nd Night of Hanukkah

1 Tired Me

I didn’t sleep well last night. Bad pain night. I took all my meds, and melatonin. But sleep was still evasive as hell.

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1st Night of Hanukkah, 2019

December 22, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,595 Days Alive

1st Night is Hanukkah

0 More Gifts to Buy

Today was an odd but good day. Slept in a bit, after a very restless night’s sleep. And I caught a nap this afternoon, which I apparently desperately needed.

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Holidays and a Headache

December 17, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,590 Days Alive

I’ve had a headache I can’t seem to shake all day. Maybe because I didn’t take caffeine pills today? I’m trying to avoid them.

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Mildly Unwell on a Monday

December 16, 2019December 16, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,589 Days Alive

9 Days Till Christmas

5 Days Till Yule

1 Unwell Me

Today is Monday. I haven’t been feeling well since late afternoon yesterday, which is why I copped out on updating the blog beyond the recipe yesterday.

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The Last Full Moon of 2019

December 12, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,585 Days Alive

“When the Moon rides at her peak, then you heart’s desire seek,” says a line from the Wiccan Rede. I don’t want for much right now. Except maybe one or two non-material things that no amount of money can buy.

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How is it only Tuesday?

December 10, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,583 Days Alive

I’ve made it through another day! And I’m exhausted. And my phone is acting buggy. I got a phone call and couldn’t answer it.

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My Merry Monday

December 9, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,582 Days Alive

I’m a week into my new job and I still absolutely love it.

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Weary on a Wednesday

December 4, 2019December 4, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,577 Days Alive

2 Helpings of Bread Pudding

1 Year Death Anniversary

Work went well today. I’m really liking the new gig. I seem to be catching on fairly quickly, though there are still some things I’m struggling with. I’m trying to cut myself some slack since it’s only my third day.

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Sunday, Soup, and Snuggly Cats

November 24, 2019November 24, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,567 Days Alive

3 Days to my Trip

1 Lovely Dinner Date

Today has been productive as hell, thanks to caffeine pills.

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Fatigue is a bitch

November 23, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,566 Days Alive

4 Days Till my Trip

1 Accidental Nap

I am absolutely fried.

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Anniversary and an Upheaval

November 12, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,555 Days Alive

2 Years Married

1 Moved Desk

Today is my second wedding anniversary to my Darling Wife. I wish I could say that I was able to afford to do something nice, but I could not. Best I did tonight was sweep the floor.

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Out of Spoons

November 7, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,550 Days Alive

Windshield still broken. Still stressed out. Got some help. Need more help. Trying not to cry.

Going to bed.

Shattered Plans

November 6, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,549 Days Alive

16,308 Words Written So Far

1 Shattered Windshield

I’m just exhausted tonight. Doesn’t help that I was planning to go to bed early. But you know what they say about plans.

There’s a lot going on, so I’m gonna go. Better entry tomorrow.

Take your meds folks.

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